Don't You Fucking Know What You Are?

[mindyislive]

So I'm going to update this stupid thing. I've got nothing else to turn to except written word. I haven't got the voice to say what I feel half the time. I got back from the Nine Inch Nails concert last night feeling like I had been run down by a truck emotionally. I felt battered, bruised, angry, sad, mad, horny you name it, I was there. I

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Sold out to who?

[mattatat]

All alone, or in two's

[experimnt626]

remember: communists don't dream.

but yeah, find something that gives you joy. something that you can go back to for strength. Not that I know what that is, but good luck finding it. And try not to end up in a cubicle.

[mindyislive]

Funny how you are still fighting with Matt. I don't really think he was saying that, in fact I think he was saying that communists can't dream for something more. Well, in that they can't unless they move. That's real communism. I sort of think that politicall arguments are just bull shit anyway. Nothing ever gets done. Just letting you know what I think. Thanks for the thoughtful words.

[metal__gear_rex]

Mindy, you in a buisness suit and briefcase (sunglasses, ideally) would be so cool. Youd be like the female Agent Smith.

And dont worry about selling your soul, working in music is cliched and has harsher realities. Youd be cooler in buisness.

yeah

[carebotnielbot]

i gained no new information from reading this. i feel like the answer is that you, like everyone else, will never really figure out any of these questions. Instead, you'll continue to grapple with them the rest of your life. The only way to get through it use the questions you ask yourself as a means to challenge yourself to get what you want out of life. If you are having a questions explosion, why not try some new shit and see how it feels. Take a music class. Join band. Whatever. If you don't like, don't persue it, but that way you won't look back ten years from now thinking that you've pissed your life away for money and power. don't flip out. you, like everyone else, does not have the fucking answers, but you do have the ability to change shit. if try the change and you're not feeling it, then you know what the right thing to do is.

Re: yeah

[movieman66]

hye min, its been a while since we talked, too long perhaps, just wanted to say hi and stuff