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[mindyislive]

I'm really stuck between two worlds. One in which I'm certain the job I'm in will provide me with years of better jobs if I can only stick it out for another year, and one where maybe I should be looking into schools or looking into something different. I hate my indecisiveness, my ability to get so involved in something that I research it to death

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[lemononmylips]

Mindy,

Your thoughts resound with my very own. I feel as if we're in the same canoe on some rocky sea with no stretch of land in sight.

Perhaps it's there, right at the edge of the horizon...but how are we to keep faith that it is? That we'll actually get to that place where there aren't blanks and uncertainty?

sigh.

[guinnessgal]

honestly, I know exactly how you feel about always wanting more or looking into the past and future and never really feeling like you're in the present... but I think I'm getting better about it. I think one of the things we should try to downplay is the drive for material possessions. At least I know, for me, that is something that always leaves me wanting more and never satisfied. But it's a really silly race. Try to think how your life would be different if you had that tablecloth. I mean, really different. Probably not at all

[micmiam]

Uncertainty is one of life's big tormentors. It leaves you, confused, broken, with an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach and an ache in your heart that you just can't touch