I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call ( Read more... )

Soooooooo guess what!

Went to the doctors yesterday...

I'm all better FINALLY!

*3yrs later* ^-')b

/dances

I've come to the realization that I hate my life.
And no matter what, even if it isn't my fault, I hate how things turned out.
I really hate that we're moving, because this is the one house that I can call home...
I hate that I'm going to be so far from my friends
I hate that I'm not graduating with you...
I hate that my life was fucked up, and screwed ( Read more... )

I'm happy... they both like him :)

I think I'ma give it some time before I tell -him-.... since he's against those kinda ppl...

Teryn I love you! ! ! !

I'm quoting you :p But don't worry, it's only between us this time ^^

Sarah I MISS YOU! Hope to see you this weekend! ! ! !

3weeks til David... he helped rack up my phone bill... jerk!

Teryn I was wrong ( Read more... )

Voltyu: if i had known.. maybe your bday present would have been different
xXx Bloody Rain: <.<
xXx Bloody Rain: well considering its already late... an additional one wouldnt be denied
Voltyu: it's not late!
Voltyu: is it?
xXx Bloody Rain: <.< my bday was tuesday
Voltyu: crap, why was i thinking the 15th?
xXx Bloody Rain: lol..
Voltyu: happy late birthday ( Read more... )

Surgery, April 3rd 2006.
Days in hospital: 7
Teryn n Timmy visted me ^^
Got home n the nurse already fucked up...
I got stuck 7 times with needles
Teryn Sarah and Timmy came with me the day of surgery
1st IV left hand, 3 days later it needed to be changed, student had to do it... well try... she thought she found a vein in my right hand, so she put the ( Read more... )

Before

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Guess what...

My hell is coming back.

Ter... get ready to be up at 6am... to freeze ur ass off while they stick me with IV's

I'm back on anti-biodics...

*sigh*

wow... they changed the ... thing o.o

I feel sick and wanna puke.

Sugar = fat

Fat = bad

I feel fat. o.o

Happy Valentines Day!

Had fun today Sarah, Teryn, n Timmy ^^; love yas <333

I love my friends.