I'm so tired of talking about determinism. I feel like a broken record. And, no Trude, I am not clinically depressed. I don't understand how I can argue it with people and they will say they understand it, but that they reject it. They can't counter argue, nor can they argue free will for themselves, but they'd rather deceive themselves. The ( Read more... )

So I went to New York this weekend with al and marias and jess rad and Laura Tallent is one of my new favorite people, if only for the fact that she introduced me to the Scatman ( Read more... )

I just had to sit through the most painful lunch on the planet and in time. Not only do I not want to swim, but I don't want to swim with these people. They are so brain-dead. I think it's the chlorine getting to them ( Read more... )

...was absolutely ridiculous. It was easier than most tests in highschool. Multiple choice, no essays, and half the answers were d. all ob the above. It felt like APES all over. Why is college so worthless.

I may begin to rethink determinism because there is NO WAY it's happening. I had to do a workout on land today. That isn't my place.

I joined it yesterday and I KNOW I'm not going to finish it. I'm calling predestination here ( Read more... )

Yeah, I just kind of feel like worthless shit and I worry about not doing things ( Read more... )

that's the earlliest date I wrote about determinism. Too bad I almost never wrote my thoughts down. I can't see any progression in how I got to it, and I would have severely liked to have seen it.

I tried to explain it to a few kids yesterday and they behaved in the exact way most do "I sort of believe in it..."

NO you don't.

So I think I changed my mind with the whole IR human rights path. Sure I'll stay involved, but I think it would be better for me to be an environmental Engineer or to work for environmental agencies. I dunno though. That could suck. We'll see.

there is an amount of working out that is conducive to survival and once you do that amount, you stop. And it's not something that should preoccupy you. and you shouldn't care what your body looks like so long as you know that you are generally in good health.