Who's an evil little kitty-cat ( Read more... )

Life would be a heck of a lot easier if I had a god to believe in ( Read more... )

It amazes me how weak I still am. After all this supposed progress, I'm still killing myself for nothing ( Read more... )

I felt unwanted today, and then I called and it became even worse.

Wow. Great. I just don't know why I'm surprised at all.

Laterness.

Clarmflarmit, I'm not ready. Not at all. Not in any way ( Read more... )

WTF? Arrested Development is coming to G4? But all they have ('cept X-Play) is crap!

Oh well. Yay!

Laterness.

Part of the reason has always been that I believe I can open her eyes. It's not at all so simple. Life and love, I mean.

But, you know, maybe I'm wrong. As usual.

Besides, I'm nothing but a distraction. Something to pass the time.

Fuck. Now I'm doing this stupid crap again.For once, just once, I'd like for someone to need me more than I need ( Read more... )

Get out of my head.

I'll spin and burst.

I wish I'd make sense.

Laterness.

Not again.

I'm hoping I'm wrong.

What if she's been lying all along?

Ha. That'd be funny. Hilarious.

Too much mess to write anything. Leaving now.

Laterness.

I don't want to be a fool for love anymore. Trips me, smacks me; and I just smile and move forward ( Read more... )