my heart hurts

Jun 24, 2005 21:08

it's not anything should be hurting me. It supposed to make me happy, he found his real love. But my heart is hurting ( Read more... )

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Re: hmm...guy friends are confusing mingalingaling June 25 2005, 02:25:06 UTC
thanks for the wishing!

hope we can keep in contect too. But now he got his new girl friend I don't know what can he get from me...He hates his old life and the only thing I can do is bring him his memories...

But I really wish we can be friends like before...

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i_be_good_shoes June 24 2005, 16:40:25 UTC
I know doesn't that suck.. that's the same way as i am with Alex ...the guy in the yearbook that we both said was hott lol. He smokes alot, and does things that are not so good. At first i tried to stop him, and kept telling him it's not good, he knew it wasn't good and how it's ruining his life, he didn't care. We grew apart sadly, until one day i just dropped it because i know that i would rather be friends with him, and be able to be there when he crashes and burns, over not being there and leaving him all alone with his stoner friends who couldn't really help him. Life "is sucks" sometimes ( ... )

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mingalingaling June 25 2005, 02:30:18 UTC
I'm glad you told me this because I will think I am the only one facing this kind of thing.

And also like Catherine she is very nice she doesn't do bad things, but her "stoner friends" do everything. She will someday be involved in a crime without doing anything. What a suck person and I can't do anything for her.

There are a lot of people that are nice but doing things like very stupid, and we love them but really can't help any.

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i_be_good_shoes June 24 2005, 19:14:09 UTC
Anyways sorry for the bad ending to the note lol, but i had to go in as soon as possible...ugh.. man i how i dislike work.. but i dont' dislike you... talk to you soon ming!

I miss you <3!!!

<3 Cour <3

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mingalingaling June 25 2005, 02:37:13 UTC
that's right.

I think that's a better way to date a person you know well. But the thing is I don't like VY in that way...

So then I felt our really nice relationship was based on "he likes me", but not "he needs a friend like me". For me it's just opposite... I need a friend like him so much. He doesn't know. And he is being very ... popular and having lots of other friends(girlfriend, stoner friends) what does he need me for...?

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mingalingaling June 25 2005, 09:30:46 UTC
haha if he knows that

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