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Feb 16, 2005 15:09

Well i can actually say that yesterday was a good day. I didn't cry at all. It's sad when it's considered a good day when you aren't crying through it.And as Stacy told me "you know what, it's the baby steps that matters most".I have been talking with some people, no one perfessional, but to the one in particular, you won't see this, but i want to ( Read more... )

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anonymous February 17 2005, 01:05:36 UTC
Well, in my experience, I've been through the exact same routine. The not eating, thinking that everything will be better if I didn't eat. I did the pills, was anorexic and the most popular vomiting incidents. After going through the anorexic and bulimic issues, I decided to eat, as well as taking the "DIET" pills. The pills were working, making me get thinner, and then they stopped, so I started not to eat as much and taking the pills as well. It just got worst, I started gaining weight. The bloatieness kind of weight. I also got really depressed. When my mother noticed my actions, she took control and had me eating regularly...the whole breakfast, lunch, and dinner. WOW!! That seems like a lot of food for me, but I still did it. And yes, I stopped taking the pills. They weren't much of a "DIET" pill anyways...getting all bloaty was not much fun at all. The point of diet pills was to lose weight and at first I did. Maybe it was the phase changes, but I know now that I am doing the normal everyday system that most people do without ( ... )

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ahhhh_04 February 17 2005, 14:41:03 UTC
Dominica I LOVE YOU!!! and im glad that things are getting better...i have to admit at first i didnt even know that something was wrong and im sorry that i wasnt there to help. but im here for ya if you need me cause i love ya girl and i dont want anything to happen to you. what would i do without my partner in crime...i cant kidnap by myself! and i think its much better when you're the one going crazy with me!

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babygirl1869 February 17 2005, 15:41:38 UTC
This is why I hate us being so far away! It's weird... I can always feel inside of me when there's something wrong with you, but being so far away there's nothing I can do! However if you need anything you know where to find me. If I have to walk to Orlando I would just to be there for you, I hope you know that. We have been through so much together and I know will be through so much more. Take care of yourself please... I'm not there to force you to eat like I used to =) But yes take care of yourself, I can't imagine losing you too. I LOVE YOU!

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