Why does life suck so fucking much?! It's not even that something horribly out of the ordinary happened, ya my thing with my dad, but that really isnt to out of the ordinary for the series of unfortunate events that is my life. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!! I hate being depressed and alone. I have had some of the darkest dreams lately. My mom ( Read more... )

In response to Monica's entry i am also making a list of things I want. Check it out ( Read more... )

I would like to personally thank and acknowledge Alyssa for letting me steal her smilies. They are very cute and I love them. PROPS TO ALYSSA!!!

You Are a Dreaming Soul


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Hey to all of my dedicated readers and people who are just messing around. :) I am sorry that I have so suddenly disappeared from the LJ scene, life has gotten pretty sucky. I didnt think that I could actually get it all out. I am not necessisarily better now, but I do think that I can handle it. Today I have just realized that second simester is ( Read more... )

So I get home and I'm working on my homework. My mom and I have dinner and I get back on my homework. So far I would have thought this to be a pretty good evening. My mom has not once nagged at me to do something or not do something, then this lady named Ruth calls. This is a really good call, because this means that I am getting a scholarship to ( Read more... )

SOOO HAPPY FOR THE LONG WEEKEND!!!! I know that it's almost over but ya know what? I'm ok with that. The ice at my house is sooooo bad. Oh well. I can walk up to starbuks and the video store, the pizza place and store so all is well. Ok, so on friday night the ski team went up and we were training right? Ya. So both Annie and I have total wipe outs ( Read more... )

For some really weird reason, I feel incredibly liberated. I feel really happy and yet I am still sick, as are most of my friends, I have done none of my homework, my audition sucked because of my sickage and I'm totally worried about this weekends race (especiall since I got totally screwed over about seeding) Wow. I swear I am going through major ( Read more... )

Ok, so, I get home from working my ass of for chem so that I dont fail out of it and of course I'm still sick...right? Right. So I try to work on my chem homework and I have no idea what the hell they are asking for. I mean, like, I understood it during class and I could do it after school, but when I get home and it rally counts, its impossible. ( Read more... )

I hate being sick. It is the worst feeling in the world. No, that is a lie. The worst feeling in the world is when you know that you are about to fail a class (as in F not like C) and you have one week to fix it. That, my friends, is the worst feeling in the world, hands down. Oh my God!!!!! Chemistry is such and ass rape. GRRRRRRRRRRR. Anyway, so ( Read more... )