Everything is completely wrong. Everything. I don't want to even wake up tomorrow.

Lately I've been staring in the mirror,
Very slowly picking me apart.
I've tried to tell myself that I have no reason.

Its a sad day when you realize that some people are just meant to be average and you are one of those people.

I spent the entire day at home watching the entire 10th Kingdom mini series and now I'm watching Bridget ho it up in front of her parents on Girls Next Door. What an eventful day. Fuck.

I'm not sure what I want right now, but I do know it involves a lot of fun and as little drama as possible. I love being with "the girls" and I hope my summer just gets better with them.

If my father says one more thing about how expensive my school is and how I'm going to study something that won't be able to pay off the loans, I might smack him!!!!!!! Everyday just gets worse and worse. I really hate him sometimes.

Edit: Just found out that my brother is coming home tonight. This makes things a little bit better.

People are just too damn complicated.

everything has changed. i feel like i'm not worth anything anymore.

Well that was just hella awkward.

hmm... that would be interesting, wouldn't it.

I wish I could just open my mouth and spit it out. Damn it.

(all in no particular order)

THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE:
1. made for tv movies
2. theatre
3. light breezes on hot days
4. connections
5. talking for hours
6. being able to move my shoulders
7. talking about the past
8. learning something new
9. music i can relate to
10. people watching
11. first warm rain of summer
12. snow falling at midnight
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