why is this a suprise to me?
.. i should have seen it coming..
damn it.

i didnt finish any of my homework. i suck today.

OH YEA AND THE BEST PART OF THE WEEKEND WAS CARVING PUMPKINS!!! TWICE!

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its only 10am and ive been up for hours.

worrying.

maybe studing will take my mind off things..

like clockwork stephie will be here by 12.

i have to work today.

i need to shower and pack for home.

i miss levi.. a lot. someone bring him here to give me a kiss.

i hate it here.

today i..
lost my conch barbell.
entered a poetry contest.
got sick at work.
ate subway.. mmmm.
studied.. a lot.
lost control.
realized i dont know what to do anymore.
im lost.

crap.

just for those who didnt know.. i love levi.. hes wonderful.

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i took 3 naps today.. somethings wrong with me.
i needed to talk to someone.

i love morning. central took mornings away.

i bought a lotery ticket today and won $6. then i bought 2 more.. and lost. maybe ill try my luck tomorrow.

ashley visited last night!! yeah! i love my present!

love.
god.
family.
life.
you.
rain.
they were all placed back in my heart at just the right time in just the right amounts.

its raining.

off to another mindless night of video games with brad.