Thank You For The Venom [Poem]
Sister, I'm not much of a poet
Stop calling me one
But a criminal
I am indeed
And you never had a chance.
To try to change it.
Love it or leave it
I'm not gonna change
You can't understand
How I act
A pretty face
So I should act girly?
But you do
Feel like you know me
So carry on
Thinking
And on and on
That you know me
I wouldn't front the scene
I'd rather stay alone
If you paid me
Nothing would change
I'm just the way
I was meant to be
That the doctor made me
The doctor of my heart.
On, and on, and on
Goes your disapproval
Love the red the rose
Remindful of blood
On your coffin door
The shedding that you caused.
Whats life like bleeding on the floor
Can you feel your last breaths?
The floor, the floor, the floor
Is where they'll find you
You'll never make me leave
Who I am
I wear this on my sleeve
This mark of who I am
Give me a reason to belive
That someone understands
So give me all your poison
I'm used to it.
And give me all your pills
Numb my pain
And give me all your hopeless hearts
Filled with dreams of true love
And make me ill
With your fake love
You're running after something
Leave it
That you'll never kill
Thier spirt
If this is what you want
To change me
Then fire at will
But it won't help
Preach all you want but
I'm not listening
Who's gonna save me?
Noone
I keep a gun on the book you gave me
It's always close at hand
Hallelujah, lock and load
Don't talk to me
Black is the kiss
Of death
The touch of the serpent son
I crave
It ain't the mark of the scar that makes you one
Of the people who try to hurt me
And one, and one, and one
Of the people who try to change me
You'll never make me leave
My personality behind
I wear this on my sleeve
This symbol of me
Give me a reason to belive
You care
So give me all your poison
I love it now
And give me all your pills
Numb my pain
And give me all your hopeless hearts
Filled with hopeless dreams
And make me ill
With your lies
You're running after something
My freedom, my spirit, who I am
That you'll never kill
So just leave me
If this is what you want
You're out of luck
Then fire at will
But it's not going to do any good
You'll never make me leave
My home
I wear this on my sleeve
This... brand
You wanna follow something
That you can't harm
Give me a better cause to lead
Doesn't mean I'll actually lead it
Just give me what I need
And I'll try to change
Give me a reason to belive
That someone out there cares
So give me all your poison
Its a long journy
And give me all your pills
To dull down my pain
And give me all your hopeless hearts
With your hopeless dreams
And make me ill
With all this hatred
You're running after something that you'll never kill
My heart
If this is what you want then fire at will
I will not surrender
So give me all your poison [Fire at will]
Thank you for it
And give me all your pills
That try to change me
And give me all your hopeless hearts [Fire at will]
We will never have the same feelings
And make me ill
With this thing you refer to as love
You're running after something [Fire at will]
Me
That you'll never kill
So drop it
If this is what you want [Fire at will]
Go ahead and hurt me
Then fire at will
See if it will change ANYTHING