There is a lot of stuff going on. Going on here, going on at work and going on in my head and I just want to tell you about it, but I can't not like I want to tell you about it. You have a girl and I'm just a friend. Story of my life. This sucks. On top of it I feel like I haven't seen you in such a long time. UGHH ( Read more... )

I went way too long without updating this. Work started and is now almost half over. I already got my mid-year evaluation and I got re-certified for CPR. People also are starting to leave for school and sports soon. Work has been good, we have a lot of older guards this year, so we all kind of complain together. There are very few guards who get on ( Read more... )

Memorial day weekend was a good time, even with a surprise. Afterwords I freaked out about that, but that's just classic me ( Read more... )

summer reading list ( Read more... )

I just looked at my face in the mirror. I have a sunburn from going to the lacrosse game and scratches on my face, arms and chest from Xander. Xander is the new man in my life and of course when I say, new man in my life, I mean the puppy that we adopted today. Sadly, we may not have him for too much longer. He is 11 weeks old and his left hind leg ( Read more... )

The Highlights, not all good and some won't make sense to a lot of people ( Read more... )

This has been a long week ( Read more... )

Step 1: Figure Out What you want to do ( Read more... )

WARNING: This is mostly me venting. Just letting you know ( Read more... )

Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you’ll never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and ( Read more... )