Sunflowers by Everclear
I know where you go
when you want to fall
why do you want to be broken?
i know where you go
when you want to fall
yes your friends they tell me everything
yes i know where you go
yes i know what you do
yes i know the awful things you say
and who you say them to
yes i know where you go
yes i know what you do
i know how you feel
you get crazy inside
they say it runs in the family
i know just how you feel
you get crazy inside
your mom she said that
you are just like me
i can see it in your eyes
i can see it in you shaky hands
i think you think i'm stupid
you don't think i understand
i see you and i see myself
when i was a younger man
when you were a child
you were happy and free
you were my reason to live
i would die when you smiled at me
i can still see you
i remember you painting
sunflowers in your room
i know where you go
when you want to fall
hey don't you want to be happy?
i see you run around in circles
i see you digging your own hole
i see you fight the fights
you just can't win
i see you losing self control
what it does to me
deep down inside
i hope you will never know
when you were a child
you were happy and free
you were my reason to live
i would die when you smiled at me
i can still see you
painting flowers on the wall
i remember you happy
i remember it all
sunflowers in your room
all i want to remember
pretty pictures on the wall
i remember you happy
i remember it all
all i want to remember
sunflowers in your room
sunflowers in your room
had to get this off of my chest
XrEeFXbUnNyX: http://www.livejournal.com/users/minioko/304194.html
ShatteredPeaches: Hey.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: hey..
XrEeFXbUnNyX: its just a bunch of new pics of me
XrEeFXbUnNyX: what happened to the bk thing on myspace?
ShatteredPeaches: It was deleted because Bishop Kenny is strongly against myspace.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Who cares? Dont update it from school?
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Oh I heard about the letter they sent home.
ShatteredPeaches: Yeah. That's why.
ShatteredPeaches: A couple of kids have been threatened with not being able to walk.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Oh. Did they find the thing?
ShatteredPeaches: Yes.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Is tayrn one of them? since she was the mod?
ShatteredPeaches: Yes.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Who else?
XrEeFXbUnNyX: our school just blocked myspace.....damn nazis
ShatteredPeaches: Our school blocked it too.
ShatteredPeaches: I don't know. Some other kids.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: BK is fucked up...I'm glad I left.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Does mary have a myspace?
ShatteredPeaches: I dunno.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: Meh...but my new school is fucked up too. they say its the biggest dods school...only 1,000 kids
XrEeFXbUnNyX: not that big at all
XrEeFXbUnNyX: we only have 178 seniors
XrEeFXbUnNyX: but yeah...i feel so distant from you guys....and mom and I keep fighting and it'd just cause so many fights and shit....idont even know if i wnat to move back anymore.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: I dont ^ want^
XrEeFXbUnNyX: maybe its just best if i didnt come back...
ShatteredPeaches: Maybe.
XrEeFXbUnNyX: i mean....everyone has changed i'm so totally sure of it....and....i dont know....i might just be better off staying in germany or moving to the west coast....
XrEeFXbUnNyX: who knows...who cares right? I'm not a part of your lives anymore so i dunno. i dunno why i am even bothering to tell you this