WARNING: angsting mopey, content may upset some people

[minion68]

Often I imagine things that i find sumwhat disturbing. I dont know why i think of these things. The last few months i have pictured, from the inside, a bullet passing through my brain. always passing from right to left just above the ear. i sometimes picture putting the gun in my mouth, but im scared it will pass between the hemispheres, so i

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[minion68]

thanx

[witchcrft]

Sounds like you were having a bad day! :/
I was too!

[minion68]

yeah been having a bad while but it could always be worse (and probably will be, bit pessimistic there huh) hope yours got/gets better

[arkore]

You know it scares me sometimes how familiar the words that come from other peoples lips(fingers) are. Personally I could never stand the idea of suicide, its not a problem with the act its just a problem with the idea of surrender. Its like surrender is about as logical as sticking my hand into a roaring fire and just leaving it there to cook. Hence I havent thought about many different methods, however if I was to go I would choose something along the lines of sticking a large bladed knife between my ribs and into my heart