sometimes the unconstant iiiis the constant. but this time i think and hope that its hate. everything in my being hurts. all of my senses (however thats spelled) are really annoyed and want to find out what they mean and dont need other peoples stuff poking at me. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh today ive just slept and had a straight face. today wasnt that ( Read more... )

how differnt boys and girls are. sooooooo different

i have so many emotions and memorys all in my head trying to tell me how i feel orsomething or why i keep on thinking about the one thing that keeps on coming back in my head like every 30 minutes, or more. i hate that im thinking about it i dont know why i am at all. it kept me up this morning. i have no right to really even think the things i ( Read more... )

i miss,you and you and you andyou and you andyou..things are so weird as always. now most of the time all i cant talk about are old times like "one time i was sitting right there and blah blah blah with blah blah...but thats when i was like 6..." or even about recent times with new people that dont seem new anymore butthey are really because its ( Read more... )

fuck myyy life. ugh ( Read more... )

where did it go?
have we lost it?

miss you.

edit...i don't know if it's a given anymore.

so, last night i had christmas with the wilsons like every year on christmas eve. most of my presents were tight/useful...i dontknow about my "suga pussy" though. rebecca and chelsea gave me a sparkily scarf/belt thing, its like the best color of this kind of material, it matches my turcoise sequin skirt.i got gift certificates and money ( Read more... )

ps, i just found this thing that says tidy sacs (titty sex) hahahhaahha. my aunt is tight.

well, i just had christmas with my family. we are soooo untraditional. we have a tiny like 2 foot christmas tree on the back table in my aunts house so the cat doesnt piss on all the presents. i dontlike their cat at fucking all. my uncle is like really attached though and wont let certain people take care of it... My cousin who is 13 is taller ( Read more... )

thank you. i love you, this is kinda late. but i should tell you that a million times.