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[minori_fr]

I'm not quite sure why I'm trying to get my feelings out this way, it's been so long since I wrote on here that I'm not even sure if I can get the words out right. I've not been able to write on here since all that stuff happened two years back, and I think I got too afraid to open up properly to an indirect audience. It always seemed easier to

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[never_coming_bk]

For Christ's sake, it was rape. If you didn't consent to it or didn't want to have sex and you were put in a position where you were forced or too intimidated to fight back, then it is rape.
And it's been a while since we talked properly, but from what I remember, that's what you described to me.

Everyone reacts differently after rape. Just because you went off with someone new quick afterwards or didn't change overnight, it doesn't make you any less of a victim. And please, please, please do not blame yourself for it. Easier said than done, but get away from that kind of thinking.

You need to learn to stand by yourself and love yourself. Find closure or figure out what the worst part of it was to you, talk to those you trust, get comfortable in your skin. I'm not saying this to be a prick or a know-all, I am saying it because although you are not a best friend any more and we don't talk, I don't wish bad things on you. Don't let what happened to you define you.

//preachy comment.