are you lost or incomplete?

[minorpart17]

I have a problem with people who think they understand ME better than I do...

UHm...okay...it's awesome that you're happy. I love that you're happy....but...for some reason, you trying to explain to me that I don't understand my illness, my addiction, the obsession I held for more about half of my life thus far....that's fricken annoying and it

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[anonymous]

i typed out a really long response, but this is all i have to say: you have contradicted yourself. in the entry, you claim that you're "recovered." but in conversation you said that you will always be a self injurer. that didn't sound like recovery to me. and that's how this all started.

-Jeff Santos

[xmastreekiller6]

wow, what an asshole thing to say. Dawn, you've contradicted yourself!!

Isn't she basically teling you shut your mouth as it is? My advice to you, whether you want it or not, is to shut your mouth. Because you need to, that was the most pathetic response I have ever seen.

Who do you think you are anyways?

I'm sorry Dawn if I've stepped in somewhere where I shouldn't have, but that made me mad for you. I hate it when people try to tell ME about MY problem and act like assholes and such. It's so stupid. So I could only imagine the way you feel. And then for this loser to tell you that you're contradicting yourself (is this the prick who's giving you a hard time?) is just sad. He obviously had nothign better to say in his defense, so he told you that you contradict yourself to take some focus off of him, which is, well, wicked pathetic.

Dawn, you made the decision that was right for you, and I'm proud that you did that.

[acid_cunt]

I'm going to hazzard a guess that this person has never cut themselves before. It always seems like the ones who try to fix everyone else have actually had no firsthand experience.

Anyways, WICKED pumped about Ben!!!! Let me know how it goes lovah!!

[acid_cunt]

Mattie - I have cut myself before. I still have three visible marks on my left wrist. I also used to be a borderline alcoholic. But I don't feel the need to cut myself anymore, and that's part of what I was trying to explain to Dawn. Because I do feel it's possible find an inner happiness of sorts.

To the other girl - Settle down. Honestly. I never claimed to know Dawn better than she knew herself, or whatever that shit was you were trying to sling. I was speaking on behalf of accepted truths of human nature. By the way, the fact that Dawn contradicted herself was the key to it all, that's why I said it. Damn. Now I know how Jesus felt when he was trying to spread the word...(by the way, don't misinterpret that. I'm NOT saying that I am or close to being Jesus).

[acid_cunt]

P.S. I care about Dawn which is why I felt the need to discuss it. I know therapists/pyschiatrists have never done anything for me.