What I wrote in this again? What if I began writing. Haphazardly throwing up words and meanings and sentences like they fucking mean things again. Carving what I think of the world on the internet. For them to never, ever wash away. I find my old worlds from ten years ago, still floating around. And I think, "Wow. That was good for what it was." ( Read more... )

I honestly can't believe I'm going to be a married woman on Wednesday.

It's my 22nd birthday today. And the clock turned midnight while I was in his arms.

Happy birthday to me. <3

Going to go see True Grit with Vince and Ivana. Here's hoping it's good!

So, I'm heading back to Santa Fe.
Look back then look away.
Way that blue sky fades, feels like I'm running away.
Baby, I know you see just how hard it is for me.
To unpack clothes and shoes and stay right here with you.It seems like this was easier when I was younger. The blank page didn't intimidate me like it does now. Perhaps because I know ( Read more... )

I'm nervous, not scared. Moving out. Taking on the world in a brand new way. Where will I be this time next year? Will he still be by my side or will he be gone by then ( Read more... )

You want to meet up to tell me why, why and how
You had the heart to fuck up my whole life.
That's just so you.

Now I've moved on, found myself.
And maybe I won't forgive
I'll just forget you lived.
And I hope it hurts

Wasn't it me you tried to blame?
Wasn't it me you threw away?

How am I suppose to juggle all these emotions?

Oh, Universe.

You like to fuck up all at once, don't you?

( For Jess and Alice )

It sometimes feels like a step backwards. Looking at our relationship from a different perspective. I called off the engagement and announced that I'm moving out after our lease is up ( Read more... )