I'm not to the point you are at now (yet).... but i still feel you...dreamsparadiseAugust 18 2003, 04:03:31 UTC
I don't know you, but in a way, I might as well. Don't ask why I felt compelled at 6 am to look for some sort of livejournal cf support group... Things are just beginning to get difficult for me, and motivation is just getting scarce. When I am finally alone (which is rare), I long to peel off the smile that my wonderful friends keep plastered to my face constantly...and dwell, if only for a moment, in cold realizations and sinking feelings. Well that is what I am doing in this very moment. And I know that tommorow my head will be up, and this moment will no longer matter... but for now, I must let it run its course...
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Sincerely,
someone who understands
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