well the paintings are comming along... still need quiet a lot of work, and my mentor has given me a lot of things to add in to them. sigh... more work, but i know it will make it better in the end. the paper is slowely comming along as well. i got a lot done on it last night... and reaserch too... that should make them happy... i am talking about ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say that i am sorry for all of my past imaturity. i am sorry that i hurt people, and that i let other people hurt me. i was never strong enough, and never clear enough about what i needed or felt, and am still growing and learning. i only ask, that for now, high school was a long time ago, and if you were not directly involved, ( Read more... )

spring break... hum not realy a break, i have been workin on my damn thesis. i guess thats what seniors due though. i am planning, as soon as i get dressed, to head off to the studio and paint, paint, paint. all the paintngs are started now, but i still have quiet a ways to go on them. i only have 4 weeks left untill they have to be done, and the ( Read more... )

well so they are closing my sweet little elementry school... the best primary school around. it is so hartbreaking. even though i am no longer there, i still live practicaly right next door, and i still know a lot of the kids around the neighborhood who go there. i feel so frustrated by the world as of late. there is nothing i can do about any of ( Read more... )

the sun is out, portland is full of pink, and lime green of new growth, and everyone is just happy here. have i ever mentioned how much i love portland. sigh ( Read more... )

well so one of my friends was shiped out yesterday to irac. i feel sick. he signed up for the national gaurd years and years ago... before "president bush"... he thought it would be a good thing and would help him pay for school. protecting the border and fighting forest fires is pretty honorable... but now we have this stupid war and not enough ( Read more... )

well school is school. so far i have three paintings started for my thesis. right now i cant say i am really excited about that... what i am having fun with though and am excited about is my etching class. i am having so much fun.... this is compleatly my medium. sigh. oh happy fun. all i want to do is spend time in the etching lab playing and such ( Read more... )

ICE! i said i wanted snow. stupid stupid stupid. well so in portland today we have a thin layer of ice over everything. hurray for freezing rain. no. so the two and a half miles of weather kept the boy and i apart today. i did ventur out to starbucks though. it was nice to get out of the house for a bit, and with my big heavy steel toe books i ( Read more... )

well so the break is almost over. this next tuesday it is back to school and the start of the not long enough thesis process. i was planning on painting this break, but it never happend. thats ok i think. this semester i only have three days of classes.... but will have to spend just as much if not more time in the studio and the library working on ( Read more... )