i hate not remembering. friday was no good. noooo good at all. i hate making mistakes. i hate regreting. aaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhh. so frustrated with myself right now. the only positive thing that came from this is that i recognized my problem. now to change....hmmm

You're "Thomas the Alien". You like
hitting things with bats. Weirdo. Why don't you
go back where you're from?

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this is me delaying the night ( Read more... )

I'M COMING HOME FRIDAY EVENING! YAAAAAAAAY! i better see all my orondo loves!!! oooh and my parents wil be in montana for a little bit...sooo you all better come over to my house! i will be so lonely if you dont.

i don't think i am ever going to be in love.

why are drugs bad? not saying that i am about to go out and do a bunch of drugs, but this is somehow making sense to me. think about it...how do we know that the world right now..reality...is what we are supposed to be living? why can't i live my life in an altered state of mind where everything is beautiful. reality isn't beatiful and it never ( Read more... )

i dont even know amymore

so i thought i had a great valentines day until i found out some stuff about my valentine.....so the whole dinner thing that ryan and dan had for sarah and i was really great. the flower was a really cute touch and what not. then later that night i was walkign with dan and ryan and remember at ec when like pj and those guys used to do the eifel ( Read more... )

so i awoke yesterday from my nap to ryan calling. i didnt catch the call but then i was up so i went online and he asked me to come to din din with him for vday cause he would be too busy today. so i got ready and went over to sarahs cause we were going with her and dan as well. they called and said they were out front and they were standing in ( Read more... )

so i think my reasoning for why i haven't written anything in such a long time is just because usually i am just complaining or getting something off my mind, and as of now, everything is pretty great. i mean sure there are things on my mind...like what my parents are going to think when they see my lip ring, how much longer my grandma is going to ( Read more... )