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[minusforever]

I thought having a job was going to make me less lazy, but it's not. I'm sick of this. Tomorrow I'm:

- Asking my boss for more hours.

- Emailing my former boss about another internship offer, because while I obviously have to turn it down, he did offer at the beginning of summer to introduce me to VFX houses in the Carolinas. And that, in turn,

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[albumsontheside]

It's not armchair psychology, bb--you often know better about your body than most people :) And fuck One Of Those People, if it works, it works, and there's nothing to be ashamed about. Do you want to skype about it? :)

[minusforever]

Haha I totally agree. I just mean it annoys me when people like... jump onto something different like that every other week. :P

I'd love to, but I don't have a microphone D:

[albumsontheside]

Skype has awesome IM. sammy_lindstedt

[patientalien]

I got diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder a few years ago. Not sure it's really, uh, accurate, but hey. I think sometimes when life is really stressful/upsetting, it helps to put labels on things, even yourself. One of the hardest things I ever did was give up my labels, because those were what made me who I was, and what gave me some kind of protection against what I was dealing with in life. Without them, I had to just be me, which is fucking scary.

If you need the label, even if just for a little while, and even if you just say it to yourself, if it gives you comfort, then let it comfort you. Then, when you're feeling better, you can let it go. There's no rush and no easy path to mental health.

ILU, Nic. Call if you need to. :)

[minusforever]

Labels help me for the same reason, lol... I like looking at general demographics. It makes me feel a lot less alone.

ILU2, and thank you. :) ♥

[minusforever]

Yeah. ♥ It just feels a lot closer to anything I've been diagnosed with before.

No, I hate it too. Something else grinding my gears? Whenever I get text ads in Gmail that say something along the lines of, "Do you think your loved one has [insert mental illness]? Click here to win an iPad!" Because... right, mentally ill people can't use a computer and need their family members to type/click for them. Hurrrrr.

[mandybu]

The way you perceive yourself is at odds with the way I see you....

Also, yayaya for keeping busy! You're amazing at getting shit done.

I WANT TO GO TO THE LAND OF MICKEY MOUSE.

[minusforever]

I missed being busy :3

THIS WINTER. THIS. WINTER. ♥

[minusforever]

Thanks so much hon. :) ♥