Its 530am and I can't sleep at all, I'm wide awake, i can't stop thinking, lately I've been so depressed and I hate using that word, I feel like it used too often but its more simple than saying I can never sleep my stomach hurts all the time and I regret things and I've cried and I don't know why. Somedays I'm really happy and that's only cuz I ( Read more... )

Does anyone read this anymore? Just curious. I miss it.

I haven't felt this alive in a long time :]

Ha ha ha ha haaaa ha.

i feel like ive been living 9 peoples lives ttrying to do the right thing and the wrong thing and making my own decisions that seem like someone elses. im confused with kife and which direction i need to take, if people knew how much i think of life itd be funny. man i need to focus on my dreams more,. by the way ive been dreaming a lot and they ( Read more... )

mission impossible 3 was amazing, it was soooo goood and it couldnt of been better, you must see it asap please. its incredible. more than words.

a lot of things get me down, i feel sad a lot lately but great things come and go, seeing daryl todd and larry in one weekend was the best. Im playing live tonight at an open house at the starbucks at wayne state, im nervous about thati hope people i know will be there and comfort me. david should read some of his stuff. he has a lot to say and its ( Read more... )

Well we finishedup our cd last nightat around 11:00 pm. It took alot of timeand i thinkitwaswell worth...we recorded five songs and we'll get ourcopy in about 2 or 3 weeks,its currently being mixed and mastered and the final touches are being added, so look for some new songs on our myspace in that time. oh and we took a bunch of pictures so lookf ( Read more... )

Hey, tomorrow i start classes at 10am...im nervous because i havent been in a part of a class or school in a few years so yeah its going to take some getting used to...im making me some blueberry muffines with the crums on the top my favorite maybe it'll soothe me...im like a fat person looking for solace in food, so what if thats where i find it ( Read more... )

*Your full name:: Jason Jered Jackson ( Read more... )