I talked to Cody again the other night, I randomly texted him late at the bar and he said he was in Seattle but I was welcome to call. I just happened to catch him at a hotel with his dad the day before they were going to leave on a cruise for Alaska. He'll be gone a while (although I'll be leaving him a Happy Bday voicemail on Wednesday), and we ( Read more... )

"We eventually went back to her apartment and embarked on one of those terrible discussions where it feels like you'll never speak again, so you just keep recycling the same gut-wrenching conversation over and over and over, because even a redundant discussion is better than losing someone forever." - Killing Yourself to LiveI've decided I really ( Read more... )

...Is hard to do (especially when it's someone you felt so deeply was going to be so much more in your life and it just kind of burned out), but I feel okay. I'm going to be fairly mellow for the rest of this month leading right up to my trip to Atlanta on the 9th; reading and meditating and smoking... I am in a good place, a place where I feel ( Read more... )

This is pretty much directly ripped from my myspace blog... Sorry, don't do that much, but it's my world right now ( Read more... )

Well, last night my coworker Channa wanted me to tag along with her and do laundry after work. This actually worked out well for me, as although I have several beers at home, I can not get wasted off of them. I love beer, but I can really only drink so many, never enough to fuck me up, before I either get too full to drink more or have to pee every ( Read more... )

So for unknown reasons I am very concerned about an old friend... My old phone died, the screen went completely black one day, and I don't have a way to reach them anymore. Suffice to say, the fact that I'm suddenly worried about them is a concern. I have only one way to reach them... Used to be, if I just closed my eyes and thought about them, if ( Read more... )

Hanging out with coworkers... Making new friends... Even investing in going to Atlanta just to see an awesome comedian I've been wanting to support for a while (well, I'll also probably go there early in the day and wander and be a tourist, too)... Fine, say what you will about me, but it's certainly not like how I've been since I moved here. ( Read more... )

Put me inside flesh that is dying ( Read more... )

So I was supposed to see a friend, and everything kept going wrong. Actually, at first things didn't so much go wrong as we just decided to postpone for a week because I'd be working a lot while they were here and they wouldn't have any money. So tomorrow is supposed to be the day... Only I've been sick since Saturday, with varying odd symptoms. I ( Read more... )

It's summer in the South. Meaning it is officially getting disgusting. I am from the desert! I can't stand humidity! So yesterday, even though it was humid and annoying as hell, I couldn't stay in. There had been thunder and lightning all night and most of the morning as well as a drizzle, the kind of weather that makes me quite lazy, so of course ( Read more... )