Lies - 058
Name & Number: Lies - 058
Rating: PG13 (one bad word)
Pairings: Siwon/Siwon
Insight: Siwon is crazy!
Words: 288
“Fuckkk...” Siwon cried out as he put his bloody fist against his forehead. He opens his fist and strokes his hair back.
A gentleman they had called him. An idol, a saviour.
Perfection.
But was he really?
6 hour sessions at the gym, daily. Is that perfection?
Covering your natural beauty with make-up. How about that,
Is that perfection?
To Siwon, it wasn’t. It is a habit he can’t get out of. A bit like an addiction, but on a higher scale. Every night before bed he prays to his God for help, but everyday when he wakes up, it’s still the same old story. How he wishes for a normal life. To not have to work out day and night, for a body that he doesn’t even want!
Siwon sigh’s and stand’s on the scales.
103lbs.
‘Now there’s a surprise’. He thinks to himself. ‘Same weight again’.
‘I’m living a lie, I just want to go back in time and change things.
He goes over to his mobile phone and look’s at his background. There he see’s a picture of his mother and father. He closes his eyes and says;
“I’m sorry for letting you down. I’m sorry for failing you and not spending enough time with you. I’m sorry for everything. But what I’m not sorry for is what I’ve just done.”
He looks behind him and smiles at the pile of bodies. 12 bodies to be exact. He closes his phone and picks up the same gun he used to kill the others and places it next to his head.
“My life’s a lie”, he confesses. “I’m sorry”.
He pulls the trigger and falls to the floor, lying next to the others.
Rating: PG13 (one bad word)
Pairings: Siwon/Siwon
Insight: Siwon is crazy!
Words: 288
“Fuckkk...” Siwon cried out as he put his bloody fist against his forehead. He opens his fist and strokes his hair back.
A gentleman they had called him. An idol, a saviour.
Perfection.
But was he really?
6 hour sessions at the gym, daily. Is that perfection?
Covering your natural beauty with make-up. How about that,
Is that perfection?
To Siwon, it wasn’t. It is a habit he can’t get out of. A bit like an addiction, but on a higher scale. Every night before bed he prays to his God for help, but everyday when he wakes up, it’s still the same old story. How he wishes for a normal life. To not have to work out day and night, for a body that he doesn’t even want!
Siwon sigh’s and stand’s on the scales.
103lbs.
‘Now there’s a surprise’. He thinks to himself. ‘Same weight again’.
‘I’m living a lie, I just want to go back in time and change things.
He goes over to his mobile phone and look’s at his background. There he see’s a picture of his mother and father. He closes his eyes and says;
“I’m sorry for letting you down. I’m sorry for failing you and not spending enough time with you. I’m sorry for everything. But what I’m not sorry for is what I’ve just done.”
He looks behind him and smiles at the pile of bodies. 12 bodies to be exact. He closes his phone and picks up the same gun he used to kill the others and places it next to his head.
“My life’s a lie”, he confesses. “I’m sorry”.
He pulls the trigger and falls to the floor, lying next to the others.