Lies - Sihan
Title: Lies
Author: craiglockdhart
Pairings: Sihan
Rating: NC17
Warnings: Sex, meanieSiwon
Summary: Sex. Really. With a bit of an overused plot.
Disclaimer: First time posting. I'm so new to Suju that if I owned anyone all you longtime fans would come right out and clobber me.
"Yuan..."
The voice is faint but Choi Siwon can vaguely make out the monosyllable escaping the lips of the other resting form in the same room. He raises an eyebrow, looks in the direction of where Hankyung is lying, evidently asleep.
Siwon shrugs it off and goes back to reading his book.
"Yuan..." comes the voice, more urgent this time.
Siwon looks up, makes his way over to his hyung's bed. Maybe its a nightmare, he reasons. Hankyung, for some strange reason, hardly sleeps well, if at all. The poor man is overworked to the bone and keeps it all to himself. Siwon finds himself often wishing he could share some of Hankyung's burden. But the quiet Chinese man only shakes his head and goes about doing it with the same resigned smile.
"Yuan... Yuan..."
Hankyung's brows are furrowed, his head shaking as he mutters Siwon's Chinese name over and over again. The syllable escaping his lips in soft moans now.
Siwon thinks to remove the thick quilt that covers Hankyung, still not quite understanding.
Through the thin fabric of Hankyung's pants Siwon sees the outline of his hyung's member, the cloth barely restraining its swelling contents.
The next day it is time to board the plane back to Korea, their work in Hankyung's hometown done.
Siwon finds himself gazing at Hankyung for longer periods than usual, taking in his every feature.
The beautiful eyes, the sharp nose, the perfectly shaped lips. The flawless skin and his slim face.
His neck - Siwon can think of so many things he would like to leave on that neck of his.
Right down to his lean, lanky physique. His muscled, but not overly so body from years of dancing.
He stretches out a possessive arm, draws Hankyung closer to him as they hurry to the gates.
Siwon doesn't miss the stifled gasp and the fluster in his hyung's demeanor. It thrills him.
He is so beautiful. And right now, Siwon wants to show the whole world who exactly this beauty belongs to.
In the dark of the night, back at the dorms, Hankyung feels himself ready to crash and burn.
He stumbles his way to his bed, barely making it under the covers.
In the middle of a fairly rare untroubled sleep Hankyung feels a wet presence on his neck.
Instinct tells him to move away from the source but it is persistent, sucking, biting at his sensitive skin.
Blurry eyed and in his confusion Hankyung can only think of one name.
Choi Siwon.
"Siwon... Siwon is that you?"
The assault on his neck ceases, and so do the hands pulling at his clothes.
"I don't want this... Please."
As though motivated by some unspeakable force the hands move lower down into Hankyung's pants, past the sensitive region of his lower abdomen and his hips. Siwon's mouth now covering his shoulders, back... anywhere that his teeth and tongue can get at.
"Siwon... No..."
Hankyung feels fingers curving around his front, stroking, moving... handling him delicately He gasps.
Siwon's mouth travels down, sucking, licking and doing all he can to drive Hankyung man with desire.
"No... No...", his faint moans barely a whimper as he feels himself reaching climax.
All of sudden Siwon grabs his member harshly, delaying his climax as he comes face to face with Hankyung.
With the faint light that flickers in Hankyung can be sure now that yes, it is Siwon.
"Isn't this what you've always wanted?", he asks, a faint smile creeping on his face.
He doesn't miss the look of utter shock as Hankyung goes deathly pale, just as he releases the hand barring Hankyung his pleasure, sending his seed spilling all over his right hand.
Some clumsy maneuvering later Hankyung finds himself at the edge of the bed, facing Siwon's length and not knowing quite what to do as the taller man lays back expectantly.
"This... I..."
"Shush", Siwon grabs Hankyung's head not too gently and forces him onto his length.
Hankyung nearly chokes but soon learns how to suck him off properly, eliciting satisfied groans.
Neither stop for a moment to ponder the ludicrousness of the entire situation - Hankyung kneeling the the middle of Siwon's legs sucking him off while the rest of the members mill about outside, not having a clue what's going on.
Siwon lifts Hankyung and throws him onto the narrow bed, greedily advancing towards him.
Hankyung feels Siwon at his entrance and he forgets how to speak, only staring at him with a mixture of fear, apprehension and... desire?
"Relax or its gonna hurt you", Siwon hisses in his ear.
The act comes hard and fast, and the crescendo of pain, confusion and humiliation Hankyung feels ripples of pleasure course through him. And somewhere... somewhere in his twisted state of mine he realizes the next morning and the mornings to come will never be the same for them again. So he lets Siwon mark him, enter him again and again until their mutual lust is fulfilled and they collapse next to each other, sweaty and spent.
Because he doesn't know what's going to happen the next morning.
But he knows that in front of Choi Siwon... And now under him, he is completely helpless.
Siwon never kisses him. He marks Hankyung all over. But they never kiss.
He doesn't notice the tears that run down Hankyung's face that night.
They call this fucking. Not making love.
There is nothing to be made between them, and nothing that will come out of them.
Hankyung contemplates covering himself with the blanket.
The black, blue and red on his body don't make for a pretty sight.
But he doesn't. It is pointless anyway. What good does covering up a tragedy do?
Hankyung still finds it hard to turn away as the bathroom door opens and he is offered a full, unobstructed view of Siwon's chiseled frame.
So he lets Siwon push him onto the bed and kiss him everywhere... mark him everywhere with his mouth... except his lips.
Perhaps Siwon will never realize, that he had fallen in love with Hankyung for a very long time now.
Just like how Hankyung never realizes that every time Siwon invades him, how much he longs to reach up and kiss those trembling lips.
Author: craiglockdhart
Pairings: Sihan
Rating: NC17
Warnings: Sex, meanieSiwon
Summary: Sex. Really. With a bit of an overused plot.
Disclaimer: First time posting. I'm so new to Suju that if I owned anyone all you longtime fans would come right out and clobber me.
"Yuan..."
The voice is faint but Choi Siwon can vaguely make out the monosyllable escaping the lips of the other resting form in the same room. He raises an eyebrow, looks in the direction of where Hankyung is lying, evidently asleep.
Siwon shrugs it off and goes back to reading his book.
"Yuan..." comes the voice, more urgent this time.
Siwon looks up, makes his way over to his hyung's bed. Maybe its a nightmare, he reasons. Hankyung, for some strange reason, hardly sleeps well, if at all. The poor man is overworked to the bone and keeps it all to himself. Siwon finds himself often wishing he could share some of Hankyung's burden. But the quiet Chinese man only shakes his head and goes about doing it with the same resigned smile.
"Yuan... Yuan..."
Hankyung's brows are furrowed, his head shaking as he mutters Siwon's Chinese name over and over again. The syllable escaping his lips in soft moans now.
Siwon thinks to remove the thick quilt that covers Hankyung, still not quite understanding.
Through the thin fabric of Hankyung's pants Siwon sees the outline of his hyung's member, the cloth barely restraining its swelling contents.
The next day it is time to board the plane back to Korea, their work in Hankyung's hometown done.
Siwon finds himself gazing at Hankyung for longer periods than usual, taking in his every feature.
The beautiful eyes, the sharp nose, the perfectly shaped lips. The flawless skin and his slim face.
His neck - Siwon can think of so many things he would like to leave on that neck of his.
Right down to his lean, lanky physique. His muscled, but not overly so body from years of dancing.
He stretches out a possessive arm, draws Hankyung closer to him as they hurry to the gates.
Siwon doesn't miss the stifled gasp and the fluster in his hyung's demeanor. It thrills him.
He is so beautiful. And right now, Siwon wants to show the whole world who exactly this beauty belongs to.
In the dark of the night, back at the dorms, Hankyung feels himself ready to crash and burn.
He stumbles his way to his bed, barely making it under the covers.
In the middle of a fairly rare untroubled sleep Hankyung feels a wet presence on his neck.
Instinct tells him to move away from the source but it is persistent, sucking, biting at his sensitive skin.
Blurry eyed and in his confusion Hankyung can only think of one name.
Choi Siwon.
"Siwon... Siwon is that you?"
The assault on his neck ceases, and so do the hands pulling at his clothes.
"I don't want this... Please."
As though motivated by some unspeakable force the hands move lower down into Hankyung's pants, past the sensitive region of his lower abdomen and his hips. Siwon's mouth now covering his shoulders, back... anywhere that his teeth and tongue can get at.
"Siwon... No..."
Hankyung feels fingers curving around his front, stroking, moving... handling him delicately He gasps.
Siwon's mouth travels down, sucking, licking and doing all he can to drive Hankyung man with desire.
"No... No...", his faint moans barely a whimper as he feels himself reaching climax.
All of sudden Siwon grabs his member harshly, delaying his climax as he comes face to face with Hankyung.
With the faint light that flickers in Hankyung can be sure now that yes, it is Siwon.
"Isn't this what you've always wanted?", he asks, a faint smile creeping on his face.
He doesn't miss the look of utter shock as Hankyung goes deathly pale, just as he releases the hand barring Hankyung his pleasure, sending his seed spilling all over his right hand.
Some clumsy maneuvering later Hankyung finds himself at the edge of the bed, facing Siwon's length and not knowing quite what to do as the taller man lays back expectantly.
"This... I..."
"Shush", Siwon grabs Hankyung's head not too gently and forces him onto his length.
Hankyung nearly chokes but soon learns how to suck him off properly, eliciting satisfied groans.
Neither stop for a moment to ponder the ludicrousness of the entire situation - Hankyung kneeling the the middle of Siwon's legs sucking him off while the rest of the members mill about outside, not having a clue what's going on.
Siwon lifts Hankyung and throws him onto the narrow bed, greedily advancing towards him.
Hankyung feels Siwon at his entrance and he forgets how to speak, only staring at him with a mixture of fear, apprehension and... desire?
"Relax or its gonna hurt you", Siwon hisses in his ear.
The act comes hard and fast, and the crescendo of pain, confusion and humiliation Hankyung feels ripples of pleasure course through him. And somewhere... somewhere in his twisted state of mine he realizes the next morning and the mornings to come will never be the same for them again. So he lets Siwon mark him, enter him again and again until their mutual lust is fulfilled and they collapse next to each other, sweaty and spent.
Because he doesn't know what's going to happen the next morning.
But he knows that in front of Choi Siwon... And now under him, he is completely helpless.
Siwon never kisses him. He marks Hankyung all over. But they never kiss.
He doesn't notice the tears that run down Hankyung's face that night.
They call this fucking. Not making love.
There is nothing to be made between them, and nothing that will come out of them.
Hankyung contemplates covering himself with the blanket.
The black, blue and red on his body don't make for a pretty sight.
But he doesn't. It is pointless anyway. What good does covering up a tragedy do?
Hankyung still finds it hard to turn away as the bathroom door opens and he is offered a full, unobstructed view of Siwon's chiseled frame.
So he lets Siwon push him onto the bed and kiss him everywhere... mark him everywhere with his mouth... except his lips.
Perhaps Siwon will never realize, that he had fallen in love with Hankyung for a very long time now.
Just like how Hankyung never realizes that every time Siwon invades him, how much he longs to reach up and kiss those trembling lips.