coincidentally (short one shot)
Title: coincidentally (One shot) (short~)
Pairing : HanChul ( HanGen/ Heechul)
Rating: PG
Summary: It wasn't his home, it wasn't where he belonged.
A/N: First Super Junior fic ^^;; <3
It was dark and cold outside, but he couldn't bare to be in the dorm right now. Everyone was so stressed out over this law suit with HanGen, it had all of them on edge. Donghae wasn't as bright and bubbly anymore, Ryewook cried nearly all the time and Tukkie just couldn't keep up with trying to make everyone happy anymore. He felt like he failed everyone as a leader, Kibum was more interested in acting that being with them, HanGen left without telling anyone before hand he was having problems, and everything with Kangin. He was the second oldest and couldn't stand to see everyone starting to fall apart. Heechul ran shaky fingers through his hair, yes he wanted to be out right now but he should have worn a jacket or something. He continued walking, the cold autumn breeze was soothing somehow, it made all the pain he felt numb over. SM told them they couldn't have any contact with HanGen, that didn't mean they couldn't watch him on TV to see how he was doing. HanGen was doing great with out them, without him. He was happier, more lively and more importantly he was home. His real home, not the one he tried to make in Korea, being shoved into a group filled with other boys he could barely communicate with. HanGen some how made them his family though, that is until he decided to keep to himself more, the fans didn't notice his more reclusive nature in Korea. He was always excited for Super Junior M activities because he was allowed to go back home, speak his native language and see his real family. The family he wouldn't abandon no matter what, the family that didn't involve Kim Heechul. Heechul sighed again, he looked up in time to see that he was about to crash into someone, and crash they did. He landed on his ass and looked up ready to scowl at the person, but his expression fell, his heart started to beat and he lost his voice. HanGen was..here.
"Chullie...."
"H-Hannie....?" HanGen helped him up, wrapped his arms around his slim waist to keep him up, because Heechul couldn't find it to keep himself up. His eyes started to tear, HanGen was here, in Korea, holding him again. Heechul buried his face into his chest and began to cry, he felt the same and looked better than he does on TV.
"Please don't cry. Let's go for a walk or something ok?"
"No."
"I'm sorry."
"You left us! You've...been gone for so long and you seem so happy. Did we mean nothing to you? You say how you keep a good relationship with us but its a lie! You haven't spoken to any of us, not even Zohmi or Henli! Henli still cries, he thinks SM is going to get rid of him now because Super Junior M's leader is gone." HanGen looked down and sighed, he didn't think him leaving would hurt everyone so much, he knew it would hurt the groups for sure, but not the members so personally. Maybe, he thought just maybe Heechul would be affected, he wasn't wrong.
HanGen grabbed him by the wrist and led him down an empty alley way, slammed him against the wall at attacked his lips. Heechul tried to push him away, after a useless effort he gave into the kiss with tears streaming down his cheeks. Gen cupped Heechul's face, brushing away the tears with the pads of his thumbs. He missed him so much, he missed them all. He was happier being in his home country, a language he understood and spoke fluently and people who loved him unconditionally. He guessed he had that too in Korea, his Korean got better with the years he spent there, no one in Super Junior ever judged him or degraded him for his flaws and mistakes. But it still wasn't home to him, until he left.
"I missed you Chullie."
"You wouldn't have to miss me if you came back."
"You know I can't do that."
"I thought you....loved me." He pressed his lips lightly to Heechul's again and sighed when he pulled back.
"You know I do."
"You won't call...you won't text, Gen you won't take a risk. I've been trying so hard to get through to you! I know you saw what I posted on twitter about you, I meant every word."
"I know, and I saw. I love you Heechul, I never stopped. I can't call or text you because if the company found out it would be you who payed for it, not me. I can't do that to you."
"But you can break my heart?" He sighed and let Heechul go.
"Don't. Please don't leave me again."
"I have to get back to the hotel, my plane leaves for Beijing in the morning." Heechul fell to his knees and sobbed hard, he leaned against the walls and brought them to his chest. He never cared, no matter what he said and this just proved it more.
"I love you Heechul. I'm so sorry." With that he turned and walked away. No goodbye kiss, no hug, nothing. He wasn't even going to make sure he got in ok? HanGen really did not care about him. At least that's how it was in Heechul's eyes. After minutes of crying Heechul pulled out his phone and dialed a number he knew he could still count on.
"Hyung, it's late. Why are you calling?"
"I saw him Kibummie..." Heechul heard a sigh and ruffling of clothes.
"Where are you?"
"Alley by the ramen shop."
"Give me five minutes." Heechul hung up and sighed, Kibum wasn't taking part in group activities but he was still very close with all of the members, was still there for all of them. Hell even Kangin was there for him and he joined the army. Kibum came and picked Heechul up, surprising the latter.
"You're freezing."
"I didn't bring a jacket."
"He just left you?"
"He had to go."
"Want to come stay over?" Heechul nodded and curled into Kibum while they walked to his car, it was already warm. They drove in silence, Heechul once again carried up to Kibum's apartment. He moved back into the dorm after HanGen left, Kibum was the only one who lived by himself now. Kibum tucked Heechul into bed with him, the latter curled around his warmth.
"Thank you."
"Get some sleep Hyung."
Heechul didn't sleep though, he stayed up all night thinking of HanGen. HanGen stayed up all night thinking of Heechul, he printed out what he wrote on twitter and would read it to himself every night. He thought if he saw him again, everything would alright, but he only managed to make him cry and left him in a dark cold alley alone at night. He'd call him tomorrow.
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First Super Junior fiction ^^;; i read an article thing that said HanGen and Heechul met once in Korea, like coincidentally met him sooo...yeah :)
^^ sorry it sucks <3
Pairing : HanChul ( HanGen/ Heechul)
Rating: PG
Summary: It wasn't his home, it wasn't where he belonged.
A/N: First Super Junior fic ^^;; <3
It was dark and cold outside, but he couldn't bare to be in the dorm right now. Everyone was so stressed out over this law suit with HanGen, it had all of them on edge. Donghae wasn't as bright and bubbly anymore, Ryewook cried nearly all the time and Tukkie just couldn't keep up with trying to make everyone happy anymore. He felt like he failed everyone as a leader, Kibum was more interested in acting that being with them, HanGen left without telling anyone before hand he was having problems, and everything with Kangin. He was the second oldest and couldn't stand to see everyone starting to fall apart. Heechul ran shaky fingers through his hair, yes he wanted to be out right now but he should have worn a jacket or something. He continued walking, the cold autumn breeze was soothing somehow, it made all the pain he felt numb over. SM told them they couldn't have any contact with HanGen, that didn't mean they couldn't watch him on TV to see how he was doing. HanGen was doing great with out them, without him. He was happier, more lively and more importantly he was home. His real home, not the one he tried to make in Korea, being shoved into a group filled with other boys he could barely communicate with. HanGen some how made them his family though, that is until he decided to keep to himself more, the fans didn't notice his more reclusive nature in Korea. He was always excited for Super Junior M activities because he was allowed to go back home, speak his native language and see his real family. The family he wouldn't abandon no matter what, the family that didn't involve Kim Heechul. Heechul sighed again, he looked up in time to see that he was about to crash into someone, and crash they did. He landed on his ass and looked up ready to scowl at the person, but his expression fell, his heart started to beat and he lost his voice. HanGen was..here.
"Chullie...."
"H-Hannie....?" HanGen helped him up, wrapped his arms around his slim waist to keep him up, because Heechul couldn't find it to keep himself up. His eyes started to tear, HanGen was here, in Korea, holding him again. Heechul buried his face into his chest and began to cry, he felt the same and looked better than he does on TV.
"Please don't cry. Let's go for a walk or something ok?"
"No."
"I'm sorry."
"You left us! You've...been gone for so long and you seem so happy. Did we mean nothing to you? You say how you keep a good relationship with us but its a lie! You haven't spoken to any of us, not even Zohmi or Henli! Henli still cries, he thinks SM is going to get rid of him now because Super Junior M's leader is gone." HanGen looked down and sighed, he didn't think him leaving would hurt everyone so much, he knew it would hurt the groups for sure, but not the members so personally. Maybe, he thought just maybe Heechul would be affected, he wasn't wrong.
HanGen grabbed him by the wrist and led him down an empty alley way, slammed him against the wall at attacked his lips. Heechul tried to push him away, after a useless effort he gave into the kiss with tears streaming down his cheeks. Gen cupped Heechul's face, brushing away the tears with the pads of his thumbs. He missed him so much, he missed them all. He was happier being in his home country, a language he understood and spoke fluently and people who loved him unconditionally. He guessed he had that too in Korea, his Korean got better with the years he spent there, no one in Super Junior ever judged him or degraded him for his flaws and mistakes. But it still wasn't home to him, until he left.
"I missed you Chullie."
"You wouldn't have to miss me if you came back."
"You know I can't do that."
"I thought you....loved me." He pressed his lips lightly to Heechul's again and sighed when he pulled back.
"You know I do."
"You won't call...you won't text, Gen you won't take a risk. I've been trying so hard to get through to you! I know you saw what I posted on twitter about you, I meant every word."
"I know, and I saw. I love you Heechul, I never stopped. I can't call or text you because if the company found out it would be you who payed for it, not me. I can't do that to you."
"But you can break my heart?" He sighed and let Heechul go.
"Don't. Please don't leave me again."
"I have to get back to the hotel, my plane leaves for Beijing in the morning." Heechul fell to his knees and sobbed hard, he leaned against the walls and brought them to his chest. He never cared, no matter what he said and this just proved it more.
"I love you Heechul. I'm so sorry." With that he turned and walked away. No goodbye kiss, no hug, nothing. He wasn't even going to make sure he got in ok? HanGen really did not care about him. At least that's how it was in Heechul's eyes. After minutes of crying Heechul pulled out his phone and dialed a number he knew he could still count on.
"Hyung, it's late. Why are you calling?"
"I saw him Kibummie..." Heechul heard a sigh and ruffling of clothes.
"Where are you?"
"Alley by the ramen shop."
"Give me five minutes." Heechul hung up and sighed, Kibum wasn't taking part in group activities but he was still very close with all of the members, was still there for all of them. Hell even Kangin was there for him and he joined the army. Kibum came and picked Heechul up, surprising the latter.
"You're freezing."
"I didn't bring a jacket."
"He just left you?"
"He had to go."
"Want to come stay over?" Heechul nodded and curled into Kibum while they walked to his car, it was already warm. They drove in silence, Heechul once again carried up to Kibum's apartment. He moved back into the dorm after HanGen left, Kibum was the only one who lived by himself now. Kibum tucked Heechul into bed with him, the latter curled around his warmth.
"Thank you."
"Get some sleep Hyung."
Heechul didn't sleep though, he stayed up all night thinking of HanGen. HanGen stayed up all night thinking of Heechul, he printed out what he wrote on twitter and would read it to himself every night. He thought if he saw him again, everything would alright, but he only managed to make him cry and left him in a dark cold alley alone at night. He'd call him tomorrow.
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First Super Junior fiction ^^;; i read an article thing that said HanGen and Heechul met once in Korea, like coincidentally met him sooo...yeah :)
^^ sorry it sucks <3