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Its 2013. Dramas aside, failures aside, tear aside....leaving all the sorrows behind and stepping ever so confidently into 2013 ( Read more... ) -
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Okay so december has yet to end but i'm already looking back on the year and thinking about what i've learnt from it ( Read more... ) -
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ahhh, hate the fact that everyone is parting/drifting away. hrumph. well, i know des and I only meet once in a while, but we're closer than we seem to be (i believe). And i'm going to miss random whatsapps, and flirting with her or just plain getting on her nerves. Never take anyone for granted, and this is exactly the reason why. never took des ( Read more... ) -
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channel too much into someone who isnt giving a shit. i feel im doing the same to everyone else. just the recurring feeling that everyone's the same. male or female. everyone just can't seem to appreciate the people they have before themselves. so why must i give a shit anymore. -
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Have yet to update the blog. but wells. the gist is, sister's wedding has just ended (more like 23nov) and it was a major blast. I thought it was beautiful. It felt like all the work we had to put into that, was all so worth it. So came along the mini ceremonies that we had to go through. it was all worth it in the end ( Read more... ) -
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I see my reflection and I feel like crying. It's 8am and I can't fall asleep.
Facing an immense regret. I refuse to cry. I will not break down.
Facing an immense sorrow. I have to be up in 3 hours to head to the hospital.
Facing a betrayal. False expectations.
Feeling clueless. Exhausted. Hungry. But I refuse to break down.
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as happy as i should be, i'm equally upset that my sis isnt at my place anymore. it bugs me a lot, simply because i love my sister so much. coming home to her smile, to her erratic laughter, are probably tiny things that i look forward to at home. I enjoy being home alone, but with my sister around, silence will be the last thing i yearn for. she ( Read more... ) -
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Is it my fault now? Tsk. Never there when you're needed most.
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Sometimes its not a matter of whether you want to hold on a not, its more of how do you do it. to eliminate all ill thoughts and just hold on. how. its just simply too hard. in the shower, at the bus stop, on the bed.....its scarring to have your imagination run wild literally with no control at all. all i do, is to sleep them off.
