trying to become perfect

May 06, 2005 10:00

I just need to start...

maybe if i just stop...

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who comments to their own entry? mirandasowell May 6 2005, 15:06:21 UTC
this is insanity.
I am insanity.
make it stop.
make myself numb.
i dont want to think, do i even want to feel?
I feel too much
driving me to insanity.
i want to focus on a feeling
too much is...too much
stop...
start...

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Re: who comments to their own entry? (i do) venusiavix May 6 2005, 16:02:15 UTC
the void of course dark moon is in a powerful trine to pluto in retrograde right now. all we can do is rest ourselves in creative expression of our subconcious minds and seething emotions until the new moon on mother's day (sunday) brings us a new phase of existence which, with the new moon being in taurus then, will bring back love, beauty, and earthly happiness. meaning, things will soon be looking up, as long as you look up to see them.

this phase of the moon brings the start and stop of my life to light as well. it's a middle-of-the-stairs feeling that seems to be unavoidable, at least for me. what i have to keep on re-teaching myself is that at times like these, it's not about start and stop anymore...it's about patience.

i don't know what you're going through right now, but i would like to hear about it whenever you feel the slightest need to talk.

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