I know, but it was "an all liquid diet through a straw" :)
When drinking juice etc, it is better to drink through a straw afaik, less impact on the teeth. Especially since acidy stuff can really damage the teeth. I've seen those very scary posters at the dentist.. 0_o
*spanks you long and hard in the so another wonderfully embarrassing thing to add to my track record*
(long and hard? that's what she said) Embarrassing-schmebarrassing! a) I don't think it is embarrassing, and b) embarrasment has never lead to any good, so you shouldn't really pay it any mind when the thougt/feeling of it sneaks up on you. Seriously. Fuck it, fuck it right in the ear.
Well.. firstly, it's been x months since the pictures were taken and that makes me feel bad in the first place, most models and makeupartists must be quite frustrated by now. And I feel bad for not being able to finish them sooner. And then me saying "whoops, I'm still not done with your pics, and guess what I lost pictures." and then "oops, I found it again." Doesn't really make me come out as "good" and reliable photographer, now does it? >_< I just seem to suck at these things.
No seamonstersitter. And I'd rather not keep hoping and hoping 'til just a day before and nagging on people 'til they're sick of me, when it's much better for my overall health to just be realistic and simply deal with the situation of not going.
re: unawareness post mortem and pre birth: imo: quite obviously, there's no difference - when you're unaware (in this sense), you don't exist, and there's nothing to better or worse, and there's no subject to have that subjective angle.
I'd say that death as we know it can only be good for a person if life has nothing more good to offer, and no hope of stuff improving, in essence, when nothingness might be a better option than misery.
Hm.. even tho I'll die, that doesn't make me feel everything I do is done in vain: a) circle of life yadda yadda, which I actually 'believe' in, and b) mm, cake - cake is good, even if it runs out eventually - I'll always cherish the cake eating moments... cake making such too (remember the spoonlickfest in Eileen's kitchen); enjoy the cake, damnit!
Well.. personally speaking, it feels like all this effort.. for what?
Then again, without death life and so would not have much meaning, but it still feels like there's this pesky catch 22 that is showing its taunting face at me. I've gotten better at dealing with this, but it still makes me very upset when I dwell on things like this.
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When drinking juice etc, it is better to drink through a straw afaik, less impact on the teeth. Especially since acidy stuff can really damage the teeth. I've seen those very scary posters at the dentist.. 0_o
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or something like this and a bottle:
http://www.jakeludington.com/project_studio/20040723_diy_bottle_cap_tripod.html
http://www.semsons.com/botcaptripfo.html
http://swissmiss.typepad.com/weblog/2006/01/bottle_cap_trip.html
http://www.diyphotography.net/the-super-small-bottle-cap-tripod
or a crappy but still usable tripod such as this: http://www.tradera.com/Hama_Kamerastativ_Med_fodral_-auktion-73165847
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(long and hard? that's what she said)
Embarrassing-schmebarrassing! a) I don't think it is embarrassing, and b) embarrasment has never lead to any good, so you shouldn't really pay it any mind when the thougt/feeling of it sneaks up on you. Seriously. Fuck it, fuck it right in the ear.
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*tickles*
You better ;P
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I'd say that death as we know it can only be good for a person if life has nothing more good to offer, and no hope of stuff improving, in essence, when nothingness might be a better option than misery.
Hm.. even tho I'll die, that doesn't make me feel everything I do is done in vain: a) circle of life yadda yadda, which I actually 'believe' in, and b) mm, cake - cake is good, even if it runs out eventually - I'll always cherish the cake eating moments... cake making such too (remember the spoonlickfest in Eileen's kitchen); enjoy the cake, damnit!
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Then again, without death life and so would not have much meaning, but it still feels like there's this pesky catch 22 that is showing its taunting face at me. I've gotten better at dealing with this, but it still makes me very upset when I dwell on things like this.
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