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I know I'm being such a downer but I need to get this out. The doctors had all been saying for the past 2 days now that my sister would go home on Sunday. As it turns out, her tests aren't at the level we'd thought they'd be by today, so we found out this morning she will be staying longer. I wanted nothing more for my birthday than for her to come home today. And I think this was the last straw for me. I went to the cafeteria to eat, realized I forgot my wallet, and promptly found the nearest bathroom to sob in. I made it back upstairs only to find another bathroom and sob some more. I can't go back to my sister like this but I do not want to leave her alone either. God fucking dammit this sucks. Hurry up face and dry up and look normal so I can go back.
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