I've spent most of this weekend at home, theoretically studying for my final exam in honors chemistry. E has been out with friends most of the time, and I sent our internet router with him--so I would have no distractions ( Read more... )

I've somehow retreated further into a hole--and don't make social contact much with anyone besides E--but it has been a good couple weeks. Yesterday I cleaned the apartment like a fiend, and unpacked boxes, and now we still have stuff lying around but things are much more organized. And my tomato plants are looking happier, now that we've had some ( Read more... )

E says I only post when I'm not with him, and it's mostly true. I get out all (most?) of my thoughts in conversation, instead of bottling them up to post here ( Read more... )

It's been ages and ages since I updated. Has anything happened ( Read more... )

The night before last, I had a mild panic attack and just started sobbing in bed---because good lord! Classes and work and wedding and moving and ACK. It was not pretty. I am really, really grateful to be with someone as emotionally supportive and sane as Evan. He even has faith that I'm going to come back and be sane again ( Read more... )

Evan tonight, proving how well he knows me: "You are totally someone who would smoke cigars, if you didn't hate cigarettes so much ( Read more... )

--I got a 53% on my first honors chem midterm.... and it is an A-.

WOW but holy balls, where did that come from?

I is can be scientist!

(sleep)

Things I did this weekend:
-Exercised and "shot hoops," and realized that last time I held a basketball I thought it was heavy
-Went to a French-language soirée
-Woke up at 1:15 pm
-Picked up needed info from work
-Went to breakfast at 2:30
-Realized I do not understand my chemistry homework (what the hell is a neutrino?-Filed my taxes (being poor ( Read more... )

( This got long and is really about nothing. )

It's been a long day. I think I really, really dislike things that I am bad at. I almost didn't learn to drive because I couldn't stand being the worst driver on the road.

Poll Honestly, now.But things were looking up at the end of the 10.5 hour day. And I went to my first day of honors chem, and the kids are so cute. They keep correcting the professor or verifying ( Read more... )