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[mirfainlasui]

I sort of feel continuously shit right now, and I'm mad at myself about this because in the grand scheme of things, and considering what a bunch of my friends are going through, I really have no reason to be anything but fine right now

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[cecilyrules]

Megan, you have the right to feel like shit no matter what goes on in other people's lives. Fact.

Also, this won't help at all, but you're beautiful. You aren't overweight, you have a womanly figure and it's a VERY good thing because who likes coat hangers? NOT attractive. Being curvaceous is a lot better than having the body of a pre-pubescent girl.
Remember Stephanie? Without any prompting, the first thing she told me when you left her car was "damn, Megan is beautiful". So, you see, you're not unattractive.

I'm sorry, I just needed to say this, even if it won't change the way you feel.
On top of that all I've been doing recently is ridic long shifts at work, coming home to sleep, and waking up ridic early to go to either the next shift at work, or uni where I inevitably end up getting offended by one of the people I hang out with.Ah, all that probably directly contributes to your general state of mind at the moment. Not to mention that stupid seasonal depression that catches you off guard when you least expect it

[mirfainlasui]

Strangely, but possibly because Star Trek is so new, Merlin was only a pound more expensive, and I went for that purely because it does give me more airtime :)

Also, thank you for the rest of the comment, I'll see you sooon <3 whereupon we can watch lots of the above merlin if you like :p

[cecilyrules]

I've been wanting to see Merlin ever since it started on TV so I'd be glad to watch a few episodes with you - you know, just enough of them to get caught up and then cry on my way back because I won't get to see more episodes before God knows when. ;)

So, umm, now that I actually have money, I can buy my Eurostar ticket. I'm lucky it's still cheap.
Would it be alright if I stayed two nights? I'd arrive on Dec. 16th in the morning and leave late on Dec. 18th. That way, the first night we could go to the gig (I need to figure out how to buy a ticket for that, by the way), then on the second night and provided you have money, we could catch a musical?
Let me know if this is okay for you (and your parents, as I don't want to impose).

[mirfainlasui]

That is absolutely fine with both me and my father! Even if we dont have time or money to see a musical, thats more time to hang out and I do have a lot of DVD's :p

Yay I am terrbly excited! I'll look into gettng tickets, I don't have mine yet either but we'll see how it goes!