Yea so i tried to write yesterday, it failed. I was miserable i was just feeling so alone and isolated. It sucked, i kept getting frustrated and my frustion would soon turn to tears then my bi polarness kicked in and i would mellow out for a while. RINSE AND REPEAT ( Read more... )

have i mentioned lily is the cutest girl alive ( Read more... )

My mood has completly uplifted. SELF PITTY IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. grounded or not life is beatiful.crack head sounding or not i said it....

so i have watched some movies this wekeend not as many as expected....
Rules of attraction
buffalo '66
Dont be a menace

My mood has completly uplifted. SELF PITTY IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. grounded or not life is beatiful.crack head sounding or not i said it....

so i have watched some movies this wekeend not as many as expected....
Rules of attraction
buffalo '66
Dont be a menace

My mom looked for apartments last night... Pat redmond doesnt know. I think it would be the best thing. They arent happy. Nor am i living with The two of them ( Read more... )

I hated those two for yelling at me and my life styles and shoving all my mistakes in my face....THAT WAS BACK THEN.Before all this happened. I would rather of hated you and at least tried to forget all those memories and not have any knowledge of all the memories we have made since then,vise having you possibly torn away from me. I hate myself for ( Read more... )

I'm caught. i never would of thought this would happen to me. The dissappointment. The horror. the lies.And Katie. I felt the worst i have felt in a while when i saw her. It was horrible to see someone you love go through that. While it was happening i was thinking i would rather have myslef die then her be through that much pain. NOw me and HIM ( Read more... )

EMOTIONALLY DISTORTED ( Read more... )

i was think and interanlly im pretty content with who i am. This summer i definalty did change and i like who i am now. Like besides the point that i feel emotionally hollow without a boy liking me. Or how i sometimes get down on myself about materilstic things. But i don't know... that thought came to me while peeing ( Read more... )

this is dumb. My plans are up in the air right now. and im irratated.i'm kind of stuck on the negativies right now.The following are contributing to the level of me testastrum ( Read more... )