Re: Shifting colors.mirror_brightlySeptember 28 2009, 03:43:02 UTC
"Have you ever seen a subspace alternating wave?" Nero asked, his expression kind as he twisted between Kirk and the light. His eyes narrowed slightly and he pulled back, yellow spilling over his shoulder as he did so. “No...no of course you haven't.” Nero let out a low hiss and the fingers of his right hand gripped the grating beside Kirk's head, leaned his weight above the human. “We could barely handle them, could barely work...” his voice dipped and his smile arched across his face. “Consider this an education.”
His left hand lifted and he cast aside the bent comb. His fingers drifted across the handles that extended, twisted at odd angles and slow curves, from the jar of pigment. His fingers ticked through them, the gentle sound of glass and metal swirled between them, until he came to a comb near the other side of the jar. He pulled it out with careful consideration-the tines were long, curved. It was made up of a piece of the Narada, a titanium chip from a deck panel...one of the original ones. Yes, this was it. The light was
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.kirktasticSeptember 28 2009, 03:59:27 UTC
Something was different. The tone of Nero's voice had changed, something deep and warm and as thick as caramel, but the words were getting harder to understand. Each tone was heard but the meaning was slipping away. It would take several minutes of listening to realize that Ayel must have pumped him full of sedatives again.
Fuck, fuck. Couldn't escape like this, couldn't think like this.
The world was dissolving again.
Oren. Star. Stars. Space. The concepts floated in his head, became strange things like the spray of the ocean and the wind against his face, heat against his skin and flesh pressed to his. He saw someone in his mind, a young man with bright eyes and a brighter smile and dark hair falling in his eyes and the knowledge of friend. Ael.
Oren and Ael were friends. Best friends, everything friends. Like him and Bones.
Bones...
Bones.
The ocean started to fall from his eyes and stain the grating below his face.
Re: Shifting colors.loyalty_everSeptember 28 2009, 06:26:46 UTC
Vulcan. Every Rihanh child knows this story. It is how they learn to speak.
In the time of war, in the time when all sand ran green, Surak's greatest student broke away from him. Remember the name S'Task! Him you owe your homeworld.
A hundred ships departed. Sixteen ships survived the journey. Survived sabotage and predation--the piracy of outsiders, betrayal in the name of peace--and touched down in a new place on a new, green world. We are not of them. We cannot and must not do as they do. Our lives are different.
Our world is gone.
We are the same.
Nero opens the tale bare on its foundations, ties it to things James knows--the things they have done--and seals it into his skin.
The death of a world all over again.
There is a long quiet after. An unwinding of silence, empty, endless time, with a funeral taste. Kirk doesn't move at all, until Ayel is certain he must be dead, but after a while Nero leans down and breathes a new name on Kirk's skin, a sound that jerks him awake and pulls them both to awareness.
Re: Shifting colors.kirktasticSeptember 28 2009, 11:39:28 UTC
Their story was being passed on. It was to another without green, green blood and the heat of a desert planet still burning in their blood from the distant past, but it was passing on. A way of hearing it that no Terran or Vulcan child would be taught in schools or from their parents' lips. Burned into his mind in imagery more vivid then watching a vidscreen as the drugs overloaded his sensory inputs, burned into his skin.
Kirk lost track of the rest of existence. Nero had his captive audience, unable to concentrate his thoughts on anything else. Ayel would not have been able to touch him like this if the gift was blazing bright in his hands, not because of the pain anymore (Kirk's body knew how to handle that), but the axis-tilting careening thoughts blaring through Kirk's head like someone was shouting through a megaphone.
His lips moved, but no sound came out.
I promised.
Would not stop fighting. Would never stop fighting. Just had to hold on long enough. Just long enough.
Re: Shifting colors.mirror_brightlySeptember 28 2009, 23:13:05 UTC
The pattern was winding and wide, and somehow Nero had made it halfway down Kirk's forearm before he realized it. It formed itself under his touch, pouring out memories of landscapes and the smells of all things orange. His fingers traced the marks, the winding, stale marks of happiness, and pulled streaks of blood away with careful consideration.
“Hobus,” the name was reverent, hung with a mantle of insurmountability. “Is an erhie-d'recendt, a star so large that it pulls everything into its orbit... planets, stars, and the laylines of subspace bow beneath its grip.”
The mark was small, but dark, and it spread in rings across Ael and Oren at Kirk's elbow. Nero watched it for too long as he eulogized, his comb briefly still-there was much more to engrave and too little space...always too little space.
“To know it is to be Rihann. It is our guiding star, the brightest in the skies...to see it is to know you have come home.” Nero moved and dipped the comb as he prepared to begin again, moving down Kirk's shoulder to mark the helix
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.kirktasticSeptember 29 2009, 00:00:27 UTC
Kirk can see every moment of it. Nero's words paint a picture in his mind, describing a place he has never seen. He could have started to speak in Romulan and Kirk probably would have seen the same imagery. The pain of it is now distant, even when the combs bite into bone. The pain is insignificant compared to what it had been when his hand had been broken, his fingers, or the tattoos into it.
"Who?" Whispered very quietly, voice slurring. Who did Oren tell?
The further the drug gets into his system, poisoning his blood green, getting behind his eyes. The world was turning green.
Re: Shifting colors.mirror_brightlySeptember 29 2009, 00:48:21 UTC
“Everyone.” The word bled out, an answer trickled alongside the marks on Kirk's skin. “No one believes...no one but Spock.
“Spock believes Oren.” The comb lifts and no marks follow. No marks for the living alongside the dead. “Tells him that he can stop Hobus. Oren's shikaen do not believe Spock, do not trust him. Spock has sworn on the life of Oren's star, on the life of his unborn son, and Oren swears on the lives of their families, on his own.
“Decalithium is rare, and they waste precious time to gather it. They betray their homes, their honor, and give it to thaessu hands on Vulcan.” The light is shining in his eyes. It glinted off the dampness of the grates, and Nero squinted against it, blinking and turning to face the unmarred floor beside Kirk's head. The human's hair is matted with blood and the denaturing dust from the crates. It smells like the compactor on the Narada and Nero backs away just slightly, unconsciously wary of the combining fumes.
“They do not give Oren the red matter, the Vulcan's do not trust that he
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.kirktasticSeptember 29 2009, 01:22:03 UTC
All at once, even through the drugs, he knew. Memories that are not his but are. He has experienced them, many times over, flickering past his consciousness. But these in particular he had experienced first hand, so to speak, in the mind meld.
Oren is Nero.
It clicked into place with a heavy thud, making Kirk's body jerk like Nero had placed a tazer against his skin. He sucked in a breath, trying to breath out words, "He meant it, meant it, tried to convince them, why would he give his help and take it away, he meant his promise!"
His voice cracked on the last word, caught completely in the moment trying to scramble out the words running lose in his brain before he lost them again. Images conflict - Nero's story and Spock's memories.
Re: Shifting colors.mirror_brightlySeptember 29 2009, 01:59:28 UTC
“Tried?” Nero asked low and even, his face twisted as his eyes came open. He repeated himself, low and hard as they focused on the human before him. Nero's voice dropped alongside the comb as the marks completed themselves, his hands fisting in Kirk's wiry, matted hair to twist the human's head parallel with his shoulder. “He did not promise to try.”
“That wave he tried to convince them to allow him to attempt to stop,” Nero seethed, every other word flooded with his hate. “It overloaded every living organism on my homeworld, let them dangle lifeless and still.
“I watched it while Spock tried, while he talked.” Nero's hand shifted in Kirk's hair and he dropped the human's head, suddenly disgusted by the feel of it. “The wave shattered the stability of Eisn, broke it apart in tongues of fire and radiation. I watched while it burned our world apart, as it ripped the oceans from the land and melted everything I ever knew into ash.”
Nero rose as he spoke, his eyes narrowed on Kirk. “Watched as my star....my....Mandana....” The breath
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.loyalty_everSeptember 30 2009, 03:40:55 UTC
This was not good. It was another of his captain's--elsewhere moments. He had seen it gathering, the tension coiling tight under Nero's skin.
Ayel bit his own tongue. He should have taken over the tale, should have started out Ael is born in Ramnau, to the son of a son of miners, and this hard, hot life is all he knows, until... But he is not yet dead, if never again Ael, and this halted his tongue, stayed his hand.
The Standard clattered out of Nero's mouth as if bitten free, hard and brittle. "Cut him loose. How doesn't matter. Get him out of my sight."
"Hrrau joaie." Ayel felt ice creeping under his skin as he stood, bending close against Kirk. It was better to have his feet under him for this
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.kirk_georgeSeptember 30 2009, 04:03:28 UTC
George finally was able to focus long enough to wriggle his arm free, pushing up against the restraints. Something snapped, and he was able to breathe freely, move freely. Without thinking he scooped the gun Nero was wearing up, and turned to fire at Ayel, who was the biggest threat right now. Had to protect Jim. Jim had the actual information, was his son. Needed to protect him
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Re: Shifting colors.loyalty_everSeptember 30 2009, 15:00:03 UTC
There was a hard whine and a sharp, loud sizzling crackle. He snapped around to follow it and his shoulder exploded in light and pain. The bolt struck with such force that he spun, twisted off-kilter and slammed back against the crates.
Ayel screamed. Rage, outrage, and agony burned everything green. Overcharged! Hope it fries him. He stepped forward, clutching the wound with his good arm, but his knees refused to hold. He let go, spread his hand to keep from landing on his face, and hot liquid slithered out between his fingers, stained the grates.
It was dark, and seeping slow. Missed the arteries. He would live.
He tried to move the arm. Hot nails marched down the bone, driven in by steel jackboots as his fingers twitched, clenched, spasmed, and fell uselessly still. Nerve damage.
"After him." It was a hard, hateful cough--his? Yes. Ayel was talking to himself outside his head, again. That wasn't good, he knew it wasn't. He pushed with his right arm, scrabbling to get vertical, and landed hard on his backside instead. Not going
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.kirktasticSeptember 30 2009, 15:15:06 UTC
There was a bright sound, high pitched and sharp to his ears. There was a dull sound, like the knife slamming into meat. There was a loud sound, something that echoed between his ears and sounded almost familiar. Another dull sound, like a sac of clothing hitting the laundry room floor.
It happened before Kirk could force himself up on a single arm, almost hitting the ground as blood ran down his limb. He stared at the grating, stared at nothing, stared at blood and ink mixing into black and following the pattern of tattoos until they were obscured.
Everything seemed distant and far away, even the pain. His own thoughts felt just as far away, as if he was in a giant black space all by himself. A single clear thought came to him.
Re: Shifting colors.loyalty_everSeptember 30 2009, 16:18:25 UTC
James moved in heavy, drunken lurches, slow and broken. Ayel watched with a certain--not detachment, no, he couldn't claim that anymore--but a haziness, a faraway feeling, like a dream. The pain proved this was real, a sharp sticking nuisance he couldn't banish, wedged knifelike in his arm. He could get to his feet in a moment, when the room stopped tilting.
He was cold. Something cold against him, against his leg--he knew, could feel what was happening, and made himself look anyway. Everything leaned a little, everything but the hand, James' hand, resting there on his thigh.
Without thinking, he moved to swat it away.
It was like wires crossing, sparking apart and fusing together, a shudder of connection from the top of his head to the floor of his spine. It couldn't be refused, so strong, so certain.
Who or what was a Bones? Bones like that, special, bright and intense. He'd wanted so badly and it was here, right here, it was in him, it was him, found him, finally. Fear and relief bloomed against the inside of his skull, drove
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.kirktasticSeptember 30 2009, 16:27:50 UTC
The world in his head and the world around him had become one, all pasted over with a bright green filter that was whatever Ayel had pumped into him. The pain was forgotten, the tattoos were forgotten, even the simple idea that he was captured was forgotten.
All that mattered was the man under his hand.
Those words came into his mind. The mind needed no translation of a word, or did it, or did Kirk's mind do translation subconscious, who knew. He heard it in Standard, accented, thick, and scared.
I'm here. Told you I'd come back. I'm here. Never let you go.
Kirk sat back, clumsy and swaying and nearly falling. He barely thought, maybe not at all, as he drew Bones close, opposite to that damaged shoulder, still feeling hot blood running down his skin. Kirk himself was icy cold, even if it had been a human touching him. The man he needed the most was here. He had dreamed of Bones, and Bones had come.
Bones was hurt. Bleeding. So much blood... dying.
I'm here. As if he wasn't knocking to the gates of Death's mansion himself. You'
( ... )
Re: Shifting colors.loyalty_everSeptember 30 2009, 17:07:37 UTC
You're safe. The thought broke over him with total certainty, radiant, captivating. It drew him in, like music, like velvet against the chill.
No one ever spoke to him like that, only family, and the only family he had left had hidden his name away, silenced himself completely in the wake of his grief...But silence was no barrier to the heart.
We. We're safe.
(No they weren't, it was cold, it was dark and the guards were always there, waiting, they would arrive any moment and take him away again, didn't matter how tightly Ayel held on, it wasn't ever enough--)
Ayel reached out anyway, smoothed a hand down his back. Shielded him with the arm that would still move (so cold under his hands, he must be sick, must be dying, what had they done to him), used the arm that still did what he wanted. Wrapped close and pulled them together. Always together. Nothing would part them. Safe! Always, I promise--
His left hand lifted and he cast aside the bent comb. His fingers drifted across the handles that extended, twisted at odd angles and slow curves, from the jar of pigment. His fingers ticked through them, the gentle sound of glass and metal swirled between them, until he came to a comb near the other side of the jar. He pulled it out with careful consideration-the tines were long, curved. It was made up of a piece of the Narada, a titanium chip from a deck panel...one of the original ones. Yes, this was it. The light was ( ... )
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Fuck, fuck. Couldn't escape like this, couldn't think like this.
The world was dissolving again.
Oren. Star. Stars. Space. The concepts floated in his head, became strange things like the spray of the ocean and the wind against his face, heat against his skin and flesh pressed to his. He saw someone in his mind, a young man with bright eyes and a brighter smile and dark hair falling in his eyes and the knowledge of friend. Ael.
Oren and Ael were friends. Best friends, everything friends. Like him and Bones.
Bones...
Bones.
The ocean started to fall from his eyes and stain the grating below his face.
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In the time of war, in the time when all sand ran green, Surak's greatest student broke away from him. Remember the name S'Task! Him you owe your homeworld.
A hundred ships departed. Sixteen ships survived the journey. Survived sabotage and predation--the piracy of outsiders, betrayal in the name of peace--and touched down in a new place on a new, green world. We are not of them. We cannot and must not do as they do. Our lives are different.
Our world is gone.
We are the same.
Nero opens the tale bare on its foundations, ties it to things James knows--the things they have done--and seals it into his skin.
The death of a world all over again.
There is a long quiet after. An unwinding of silence, empty, endless time, with a funeral taste. Kirk doesn't move at all, until Ayel is certain he must be dead, but after a while Nero leans down and breathes a new name on Kirk's skin, a sound that jerks him awake and pulls them both to awareness.
Oren.Ayel closes ( ... )
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Kirk lost track of the rest of existence. Nero had his captive audience, unable to concentrate his thoughts on anything else. Ayel would not have been able to touch him like this if the gift was blazing bright in his hands, not because of the pain anymore (Kirk's body knew how to handle that), but the axis-tilting careening thoughts blaring through Kirk's head like someone was shouting through a megaphone.
His lips moved, but no sound came out.
I promised.
Would not stop fighting. Would never stop fighting. Just had to hold on long enough. Just long enough.
Until Bones held him again.
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“Hobus,” the name was reverent, hung with a mantle of insurmountability. “Is an erhie-d'recendt, a star so large that it pulls everything into its orbit... planets, stars, and the laylines of subspace bow beneath its grip.”
The mark was small, but dark, and it spread in rings across Ael and Oren at Kirk's elbow. Nero watched it for too long as he eulogized, his comb briefly still-there was much more to engrave and too little space...always too little space.
“To know it is to be Rihann. It is our guiding star, the brightest in the skies...to see it is to know you have come home.” Nero moved and dipped the comb as he prepared to begin again, moving down Kirk's shoulder to mark the helix ( ... )
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"Who?" Whispered very quietly, voice slurring. Who did Oren tell?
The further the drug gets into his system, poisoning his blood green, getting behind his eyes. The world was turning green.
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“Spock believes Oren.” The comb lifts and no marks follow. No marks for the living alongside the dead. “Tells him that he can stop Hobus. Oren's shikaen do not believe Spock, do not trust him. Spock has sworn on the life of Oren's star, on the life of his unborn son, and Oren swears on the lives of their families, on his own.
“Decalithium is rare, and they waste precious time to gather it. They betray their homes, their honor, and give it to thaessu hands on Vulcan.” The light is shining in his eyes. It glinted off the dampness of the grates, and Nero squinted against it, blinking and turning to face the unmarred floor beside Kirk's head. The human's hair is matted with blood and the denaturing dust from the crates. It smells like the compactor on the Narada and Nero backs away just slightly, unconsciously wary of the combining fumes.
“They do not give Oren the red matter, the Vulcan's do not trust that he ( ... )
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Oren is Nero.
It clicked into place with a heavy thud, making Kirk's body jerk like Nero had placed a tazer against his skin. He sucked in a breath, trying to breath out words, "He meant it, meant it, tried to convince them, why would he give his help and take it away, he meant his promise!"
His voice cracked on the last word, caught completely in the moment trying to scramble out the words running lose in his brain before he lost them again. Images conflict - Nero's story and Spock's memories.
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“That wave he tried to convince them to allow him to attempt to stop,” Nero seethed, every other word flooded with his hate. “It overloaded every living organism on my homeworld, let them dangle lifeless and still.
“I watched it while Spock tried, while he talked.” Nero's hand shifted in Kirk's hair and he dropped the human's head, suddenly disgusted by the feel of it. “The wave shattered the stability of Eisn, broke it apart in tongues of fire and radiation. I watched while it burned our world apart, as it ripped the oceans from the land and melted everything I ever knew into ash.”
Nero rose as he spoke, his eyes narrowed on Kirk. “Watched as my star....my....Mandana....” The breath ( ... )
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Ayel bit his own tongue. He should have taken over the tale, should have started out Ael is born in Ramnau, to the son of a son of miners, and this hard, hot life is all he knows, until... But he is not yet dead, if never again Ael, and this halted his tongue, stayed his hand.
The Standard clattered out of Nero's mouth as if bitten free, hard and brittle. "Cut him loose. How doesn't matter. Get him out of my sight."
"Hrrau joaie." Ayel felt ice creeping under his skin as he stood, bending close against Kirk. It was better to have his feet under him for this ( ... )
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Ayel screamed. Rage, outrage, and agony burned everything green. Overcharged! Hope it fries him. He stepped forward, clutching the wound with his good arm, but his knees refused to hold. He let go, spread his hand to keep from landing on his face, and hot liquid slithered out between his fingers, stained the grates.
It was dark, and seeping slow. Missed the arteries. He would live.
He tried to move the arm. Hot nails marched down the bone, driven in by steel jackboots as his fingers twitched, clenched, spasmed, and fell uselessly still. Nerve damage.
"After him." It was a hard, hateful cough--his? Yes. Ayel was talking to himself outside his head, again. That wasn't good, he knew it wasn't. He pushed with his right arm, scrabbling to get vertical, and landed hard on his backside instead. Not going ( ... )
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It happened before Kirk could force himself up on a single arm, almost hitting the ground as blood ran down his limb. He stared at the grating, stared at nothing, stared at blood and ink mixing into black and following the pattern of tattoos until they were obscured.
Everything seemed distant and far away, even the pain. His own thoughts felt just as far away, as if he was in a giant black space all by himself. A single clear thought came to him.
Look.So he did ( ... )
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He was cold. Something cold against him, against his leg--he knew, could feel what was happening, and made himself look anyway. Everything leaned a little, everything but the hand, James' hand, resting there on his thigh.
Without thinking, he moved to swat it away.
It was like wires crossing, sparking apart and fusing together, a shudder of connection from the top of his head to the floor of his spine. It couldn't be refused, so strong, so certain.
Who or what was a Bones? Bones like that, special, bright and intense. He'd wanted so badly and it was here, right here, it was in him, it was him, found him, finally. Fear and relief bloomed against the inside of his skull, drove ( ... )
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All that mattered was the man under his hand.
Those words came into his mind. The mind needed no translation of a word, or did it, or did Kirk's mind do translation subconscious, who knew. He heard it in Standard, accented, thick, and scared.
I'm here. Told you I'd come back. I'm here. Never let you go.
Kirk sat back, clumsy and swaying and nearly falling. He barely thought, maybe not at all, as he drew Bones close, opposite to that damaged shoulder, still feeling hot blood running down his skin. Kirk himself was icy cold, even if it had been a human touching him. The man he needed the most was here. He had dreamed of Bones, and Bones had come.
Bones was hurt. Bleeding. So much blood... dying.
I'm here. As if he wasn't knocking to the gates of Death's mansion himself. You' ( ... )
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No one ever spoke to him like that, only family, and the only family he had left had hidden his name away, silenced himself completely in the wake of his grief...But silence was no barrier to the heart.
We. We're safe.
(No they weren't, it was cold, it was dark and the guards were always there, waiting, they would arrive any moment and take him away again, didn't matter how tightly Ayel held on, it wasn't ever enough--)
Ayel reached out anyway, smoothed a hand down his back. Shielded him with the arm that would still move (so cold under his hands, he must be sick, must be dying, what had they done to him), used the arm that still did what he wanted. Wrapped close and pulled them together. Always together. Nothing would part them. Safe! Always, I promise--
Forever. For however long they had.
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