..... okay fine i didn't even need to put this as anonymous LOL
but seriously yeah he does make me cry. whenever I think that he won't know I ever exist, or when I think that he's going to get married in the future and that girl will make him happy and smile and because Aoi's such a complicated person it'll be hard to do that but it hurts knowing that Aoi's going to get someone that will make him happy and maybe it's just me feeling so selfish but...
sorry for rambling. i just feel so sad!
i guess a girl can only dream...
far far away.
UGH. god I sound like some idiot. i'm sorry. you'll think that i'm stupid. and dumb. or something like that. i don't even know why i feel like this.
he's just an idol.
idols are just meant for us to admire.
see but not touch...
UGH. GREAT I AM SO TEMPTED TO BACKSPACE WHATEVER I HAVE JUST SAID RIGHT NOW. god i'm such a loser.
but then...
okay i'll stop. i sound like the biggest idiot on this earth. nothing happened.
Awww, it's not your fault! You just like him so much what. But it's okay. Honestly, reality can be a bit of a bitch so you just have to take the plunge if one day he really does get married (TOUCH WOOD FOR YOU K HAHA) :)
And it's so obvious it's you! HAHAHAHA.
Actually I think if he's so hard to please then I doubt it'll be easy for a girl he likes to like him back! By the time it happens, you'll prolly outgrow this phase of your life :)
if he get's married I think i'll... I don't know. enter into depression mode or something.
I used to believe if you loved someone truly, you would learn to let him go with whoever made him happy, right?
but then I don't understand why I suddenly feel so... so weird. I used to think fangirls like me were weird, but then i felt myself gradually... changing. changing for better or worse, i don't know. i'm looking at him differently now. and then when i look at him, i just can't control my eyes from getting all red and swollen because it just makes me so sad i can only do this. watching from afar
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It's in the Barney song k I know that already!
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Ah you and Nicole can go take your time to post it man HAHAHAHA I don't wanna know it's gonna be so bloody fun HAHAHAH
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..... okay fine i didn't even need to put this as anonymous LOL
but seriously yeah he does make me cry. whenever I think that he won't know I ever exist, or when I think that he's going to get married in the future and that girl will make him happy and smile and because Aoi's such a complicated person it'll be hard to do that but it hurts knowing that Aoi's going to get someone that will make him happy and maybe it's just me feeling so selfish but...
sorry for rambling. i just feel so sad!
i guess a girl can only dream...
far far away.
UGH. god I sound like some idiot. i'm sorry. you'll think that i'm stupid. and dumb. or something like that. i don't even know why i feel like this.
he's just an idol.
idols are just meant for us to admire.
see but not touch...
UGH. GREAT I AM SO TEMPTED TO BACKSPACE WHATEVER I HAVE JUST SAID RIGHT NOW. god i'm such a loser.
but then...
okay i'll stop. i sound like the biggest idiot on this earth. nothing happened.
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And it's so obvious it's you! HAHAHAHA.
Actually I think if he's so hard to please then I doubt it'll be easy for a girl he likes to like him back! By the time it happens, you'll prolly outgrow this phase of your life :)
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I used to believe if you loved someone truly, you would learn to let him go with whoever made him happy, right?
but then I don't understand why I suddenly feel so... so weird. I used to think fangirls like me were weird, but then i felt myself gradually... changing. changing for better or worse, i don't know. i'm looking at him differently now. and then when i look at him, i just can't control my eyes from getting all red and swollen because it just makes me so sad i can only do this. watching from afar ( ... )
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I'm tearing up :(
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Asshole I didn't say you can make me cry :(
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