Tommarrow is my birthday...hmm...not that anyone reads this, and if they do they dont ever comment. oh well i have come to terms that i am a huge loser...lol...ok well pffff ( Read more... )

turn it up and let it go
another day all alone
watch the air float on by
last night you almost died
memories of you stain my mind
solace and peace i never find
uncover your eyes, let me see
the life you are living without me

....not quite fin'd buttttttttttttttttttt, ya kno..haha

I cut my hair! I cut my hair! I cut my hair!!! Yeahhhhh, you know

Hey Dean!!! I'm so bored, where are you, at school...blahh...Any way haha you are probably the only person who actually reads my journal...so woot a toot...any way haha that asenia girl had these cool things on hers so i stole the idea, lol...here they are...

Your Inner European is Swedish!


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Left unsaid for far to long
Cant take back time
Believe me, I’ve tried
Seems your forever gone
The tears fall quietly
For we all fall down
From an instant high
There lingers a sadness
Brought on by your absense
Fading fast, I hold on tight
Leaving me with nothing

Dedicated to the Memory of one of my first firends when i moved here, Kyle.

once again an old poem ( Read more... )

The gentle night breeze ( Read more... )

Haha, an old poem...hmm...with a new beat, lol...

The beat of my heart
when you are near
A sweet smell of you
Your presence lingers
long after you’ve gone
Brilliance of your smile
Imprinted on my mind
the melodious sound
Of your fragile words
Cling to my every move
Thoughts of you consistent
Always wanting to be

I know I am a journal stealer, but hey I was so desperate for a time killer! Thanks for the thingy in your journal Dean, lol ( Read more... )

these questions linger aimlessly
constant reminders of how it used to be
why am i so deeply in love with you
can you even remember my name anymore
wish i could wash it away with tears
would you stop and wipe them dry
take notice of me and my anguish
maybe next time youll know my name

here in the dark we lay dishelved ( Read more... )