You didn't I just felt like you didn't like me as much and maybe I'm a bad person and I KNOW I AM A LOT OF THE TIME ANYWAY SO MAYBE YOU JUST EXPECTED IT AND DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AND YOU'D PROBABLY HAVE THE REAL JOHN BECAUSE HE'S SO FUCKING GREAT EVERYBODY LIKES HIM.
guess i was wrong
should i stop that since its boring you?
[He's teasing! ...Mostly.]
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REALLY? BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE WITH THE COOL EYES AND THE PRETTY NOSE AND AND...
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I NEED TO EAT.
[John wiggles away, blushing furiously and heading for the closet. Too many emotions, not enough cake.]
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Think you can grab me some water, too, please?
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MMMFFF?
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Thanks.
[Dave takes a sip, and pats the spot beside him for John to park his ass.]
Mm, you been feelin' sad lately? I know you mentioned it at that weird party, but....
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NO. YES. I DON'T KNOW. THERE'S JUST LOTS OF FEELINGS.
[Chew chew chew.]
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Do you wanna talk about it?
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I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T WANT TO BE A FUCK UP.
I AM ALWAYS A FUCK UP.
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You're not a fuck up. Okay? Everybody's got their faults.
[Dave shifts to sit behind him, pulling him back to rest against the blond's chest, both arms around his waist securely.]
I guess what I'm tryin' to say, is that...I like you for who you are. And if anybody says you're a fuck up or whatever, I'll punch 'em in the face.
[Now, if only he can drum up the courage to actually say "love."]
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You really mean that?
I didn't make you?
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[The next bit he chooses his words carefully, but remains gentle about it.]
Maybe at first, but when I got to know you better than I did, it changed. Now I can't imagine a life without you.
[He rests his chin on the other boy's shoulder.]
I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like you were a screw up. 'Cause you're not.
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You didn't I just felt like you didn't like me as much and maybe I'm a bad person and I KNOW I AM A LOT OF THE TIME ANYWAY SO MAYBE YOU JUST EXPECTED IT AND DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AND YOU'D PROBABLY HAVE THE REAL JOHN BECAUSE HE'S SO FUCKING GREAT EVERYBODY LIKES HIM.
[Wow that got kinda angry...]
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Real John isn't my John. He's the kid I'd only like to have as a friend. You're the guy I want to have as my boyfriend and best friend.
I'm so, so sorry. Lo siento mucho, novio.
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OH...
[And then, sucking his teeth in just to be safe, he gives Dave a kiss on the cheek too.]
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