another update.
another update
it's interesting, the words the media use to describe things. the "slaying" of vanessa. i suppose it's better than any word i'd choose, but it still...just urks me.
as for everything else in life,
what's to say?
i still don't have a house for next year, i'm still low on money, my family is slowly falling apart at a much faster pace financially, there's family secrets rumoring around, and well.
its funny how relapsing works.
the same pattern of behavior.
the same pattern of unrestful sleep.
the same pattern of nightmares.
the same pattern of drug use.
the same patterns
repeating
over
and over
and over
and
over.
i'm not lost,
but i'm not sure of what i'm doing.
i have no sense of time.
this was a pointless entry.