My parents are back home by now. They returned today at about 3.30pm.
The last days were totally chilled. I really REALLY enjoyed them.
I spent most of the evenings with friends and... yeah. I really felt totally good ^___^

Last friday:barbecaue at my house. Lots of pple there. Most ppl left early (boys first - they went to a disco afterwards), ( Read more... )

The last person (redl) left at 4.12 *g* I feel much better. Even if the paranoia isn't all gone it's better when people stay till late ( Read more... )

I'm gettin paranoid. I never used to be scared being alone or anything. but... right now I think I'm really going nuts. I feel watched. All the time. Like someone was inside the house. I know it's nonsense and I tell this myself over and over again, but the feeling still just would not disappear. I lock the door twice from the inside at night. I ( Read more... )

I wish I had been available for some people, even if they didn't ask for me ( Read more... )

Yesterday I returned from Oberdorf. It was pretty much fun *smile ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Michis Farewellparty... I will miss him so much... he was one of my closest friends and... just Michi ^^;; He will be away for a whole year and right now it really bothers me *sigh* A year is a long time, ya know... hopefully it won't feel as long as I imagine it right now... I'll really really miss him .___ ( Read more... )

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yesterday was sebbis bday party. So many people didn't show up - I hate stuff like this! poor sebbi... he was sooo angry (I guess everyone would've been when people say "yeah of course I'll come!" and then just don't show up - and you got all those beverages and all the food left over ( Read more... )

danke pops für das gespräch heute. für den schönen abend!

danke limo für die sms und das kurze telefonat.

danke auch irene und jula für den abend. ich hab es echt genossen. es tat gut. danke.

danke michi für die lieben worte.

danke lena für das gespräch.

danke allen betroffenen für das verständnis und die unterstützung.

danke.

allen andern ( Read more... )

... and so I will finally tell you something about my last weeks/days:

FRIDAY 07/21: Musicnight at our school


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