ok so i have ben feeling a little insecure latly!!! why i have no idea!!!!! it sucks though today rachel and i went shopping and i was really sad cuz there was nothing there but i did get a cute skirt and i ordered some steve madden shoes which i seriously can not wait to get!!! im a little frustrated cuz since i got my new phone i havnt been able ( Read more... )

today is a pretty day i love how nice its been even though i really want it to rain hehe...im watching johnny play sonic he took over my game :( cant wait for next week itll be tahoe yahooo... im excited i wanna plan more trips there so much fun to look forward too i dunno if i said this but i might be going to new york to go visit ashley ill be ( Read more... )

today sucked ass i need to get drunk or something!!!!! im really sad right now and i know u all are gunan think im gay but i miss my boyfriend i need ot get out!!!!!

i am really comfused about life right now....i feel like i have no one to really express my true feelings its hard....i feel like i have been holding back from shit for a really long time...and its not like i cant do them cuz i can but i dunno everyone has these plans and i dont have any i mean i do the important plans but not any fun plans...... ( Read more... )

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this weekend was fun!!!! fri i just passed the fuck out cuz i was so tired then sat morning comes around and i get a voie mail from my friend at work asking me if i wanted supercross tickets for that night i got so excited so i went to work and worked alll day got the tickets rushed over to johnnys and then headed our asses to supercross...... so ( Read more... )

i miss dana i want her to come home...it sucks not having one of ur bestest friends in the world here to talk to theres just some things u dont always wanna talk about with ur bf or anyone else......i paid off my crdit card can i just tell u i feel so good saying that i feel like im free....and i havnt really spent anything on it in like 3 weeks ( Read more... )

i have decided to let people leave me comments again. well see how that goes.... anyways today i was worn out but got through the day...cant wait for tahoe in the next 2 weeks driving up there will be fun everyone thinks were nuts butttt i dont road trips are the best. i wish it would rain more over here so i could use my season pass more but i ( Read more... )

ok something weird just happend to my computer fucking gay!!!! anyways i talked to zacha for like an hour last night and i cant wait to see the little one. i heard how happy she was and how things are going good so i got really happy...johnny and i and blake (random) have decided to start saving up cuz were gunna move out. im excited i have ( Read more... )

got the ok from work to go to tahoe feb 16-20th!!!! yaaa me and johnny are gunna have so much fun... and we get to see his family im excited!!!!! i just had a tweeker moment and had to clean my room and once i started i just kept going and had a crazy hour that i was just going and going and going!!!! i told rachel im getting all anxiety and ancy ( Read more... )