Today was the beginning of the end for me. Peter and I started officially dating. Yeah I'm doing the whole "in a relationship" thing again. It feels so weird. I feel like its like 3rd grade dating when you say your dating someone but you're not really because you never actually see them outside of school. I guess it's because I am so busy. It seems ( Read more... )

So as I wrote before there is a boy. We got into some serious "What if" conversations last night. Not that I dont want to be with him...I just dont know if I have the time. Time is hard to come by with me lately. I have school full time and working 2 jobs. It's not that I am complaining because I'm not. I'm grateful I have the oppurtunity to do the ( Read more... )

So not too much has been going on in my life. Been working and doing the school thing. I havent started working at Fed ex yet but it's ok. I have been having a good time enjoying life lately. I know it's strange for e to be happy when I write a journal entry but I am. School has been going good. I have my car and some great friends who love more ( Read more... )

This year hasnt been so bad so far. I mean granted it only began 10 days ago. I had my surgery which went fine. I was fine the day after. I got really nervous over nothing but hey what can you do? anyways Amber (josh's sister aka my wifey) moved in with Sarah and josh. I am so excited to have her here. Friday we are supposed to go to Robbie and ( Read more... )

So I dont really have anything important to say here. I've been kinda depressed lately. With christmas coming and my lack of money that just kind of ticks me off. Then I remember I am single which is another thing that ticks me off. It's so weird...it's finally hitting me. I'm alone. I know I'm not completely alone I have my friends and what not ( Read more... )

So I have just a little over two weeks of my first semester left. I cant believe it went by so quickly. Soon enough I will be graduating and looking for a real job. Actually for my project in seminar I found a great job that I would really love. It's a communications specialist for Fed EX and from the job desciption it sounds awesome. The only ( Read more... )

ok everyone loves xmas, the presents, the decorations, the mistletoe, the wreaths, the family time, the love. Well most of that simply makes me want to cry. I remember when I was little getting so excited about xmas..I'd make out my list for Santa, Got so excited that I got to spend time with my cousins. Now I'm like Whatever. It's too stressful ( Read more... )

Ok so I normally have off on tuesdays. I go to work and then come back and get ready for class on wednesday. However...all my classes on wednesday are cancelled. Teachers are nicer than the school is about giving us time off for thanksgiving. So I get to go home tomorrow afternoon after I get out of work. My poor baby boy is sick :( He has an ear ( Read more... )

So I went home friday and went to the Rotary Auction w/ Sarah. We had fun, had some Mai tais! haha I feel bad tho cuz I think Josh is jealous of me. I went to get sarah and Josh was like "every time I have a night off w/ my wife she's always going out with you" and that made me feel like crap cuz now I feel like I am taking her away from him. ( Read more... )

So it's been a couple days. So here has been my life. Being extremely busy with work and school. My whole Nick situation hasnt gotten any better. He met Jess who seems to think he's really into me. But I'm still not sure how I feel about him yet. I mean I like him I do...not sure if I can deal with the whole military thing. It's never been ( Read more... )