i forgot to mention one happy note, brand new is going to be here. and i'm going to see them. its gonna make me so many emotions....happy, sad, reminiscent.....

 today was different. not necessarily in a bad way. after having one of "those nights" last night at about 1am, monica and i watched a movie called "better than chocolate" and afterwards, well, i'm not gonna write it out. you know. this morning i woke up to peace and quiet. i woke up alone. i texted her asking where she was. she texted me back ( Read more... )

 i'm unable to sleep right now and i'm thinking of crafts to make. so here goes randomness. if you like any or you have any ideas please tell me.

1) pressed flower coasters
2) paper mache bowls, vases, eggs, etc
3) candles
4) soap
5) lip balm
6) bath salt
7) food
8) seashell candles
9) seashell lights
10) pressed flower picture frames
11) pressed leaves ( Read more... )

 so right now, i'm in bed, in the dark. monica can't sleep as well without me. it makes me feel good to know she cares for me so much that when i get home, no matter how sleepy she is, she will wake up and spend time with me, or sleep next to me while i watch tv, just cause she wants to be close to me. i like that she makes me feel needed and loved ( Read more... )

 hola everyone out there....so i've got quite the update. its on just about everything that's happened to me since zuriel and i got back together. here it is....

zuriel and i got back together in november. things were going great and i really felt like that time it was perfect and it was exactly what i wanted it to be. but for some reason, it all ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

i need to not be so insanely psycho ( Read more... )

well today was one of THOSE days ( Read more... )

i was reading some old blogs i posted. i was philosophical as crap. just read it.

this one is from november 10, 2006.

tonight was a memorable night. this time last year, i hung out with my sister, kat, jason, and alan. we went to steak and shake after a fun night at novemberfest. this night, was anything but.

i made a mix cd with some songs from the ( Read more... )

Secretaryofunk (2:15:14 AM): just take his hand ( Read more... )