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[misery_signals]

i have been awake since 7am... almost 12 hours now... and i just had something small to eat for the first time today. I spent all of last night up crying and thinking and feeling so horrible and scared. I got back to my school, fell asleep around 8-830, woke up at 1050... i was awake long enough to take my vitamins... and there was a knock at my

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[lauraneato]

I see you understand how I was about 8 1/2 months ago. I was dating James long distance, but there was Steve right by me all along. Everything you said about Craig, being all fantasy, and wanting to love someone, but never being able to touch him or feel him, meanwhile Jayson was right there... it all happened to me. I understand what you've been going through. Although I'm sorry that you are moving and he's kicked out of school. But if it's meant to be, then someday you two will be together always.