scarred up

[miseryland]

i think it's over

Comments

[deviantways]

oh my god, jess. i cannot believe he did that. i am so sorry. i love you. please don't hurt yourself. send me a big e-mail or something, i want to help you. -hugs you tight-

[miseryland]

it's nothing you know. things happen.

[deviantways]

no, these things shouldn't happen. especially not more than once. he's beating you, jess, and that's so far from acceptable. i think you should call the cops on him. and tell your parents what he's doing. you need to find somewhere safer to live. and it sounds like you need a new job, jess. you don't deserve all this stress on top of all the pain. i love you, angel, and i wish you the best of luck.

[miseryland]

the job is great though it helps me to stay out longer than coming home and having to spend more time with him. i love you too, amanda. i'll be fine it's just...the verbal shit he says to me that makes me so angry and sad.

[subtexts]

fuck, jess, GET SOME HELP.

nobody deserves the right to be domestically abused. get phone numbers. just walk through that door. it may seem impossible now, but there will come a better day without him.

please.

[miseryland]

it was my fault anyway i shouldnt have opened my mouth. everytime i say something it comes out nasty.

[subtexts]

don't make excuses for him. nothing justifies him hitting you, jess. you shouldn't put up with it.

[miseryland]

it's hard when your folks know you're supposed to be engaged. we are supposed to be happy.

[findanexit]

i cannot believe that he hit. i cannot believe it at all. you do not deserve any of that. and you are not to blame. he is stupid for doing that. get away from him. get some help. do something. just PLEASE do not hurt yourself even more. jess, i'm worried about you. please take care of yourself. it's been awhile since i last heard from, since we last talked. all that doesnt matter... ive always been thinking about you. please dont do anything to hurt yourself. please, angel. let me be your hero again <3

[miseryland]

hey i've missed you..i hope things are going really well for you.

[findanexit]

...how is it going jess? when will we talk again?

[miseryland]

by talk again do you mean email, letters (which would be awesome i miss the excitement of getting a letter from you), phone or msn? things aren't so hot, my health is pretty shite at the moment and i'm running on nothing. my blood levels have dropped but i guess thats from lack of everything. heh. how are you???? oh i've missed you so so so much doll. how about i write you a letter? Love you always.

[_systemfailure_]

Ohh no. :/
What's going on?
Are you okay hun?
-Hugs you super tightly- I haven't talked to you in quite a while so I don't know what's up..But I hope you're okay right now. :/

-Sigh-

<3

[miseryland]

yeah i'm ok. i hope things are going great for you. sorry for the late reply. im so slack.