so now i know why you felt this way today...sorry if it's was cuz of somthing i did or said, but i mean come on you know me better than that erica, you know i wouldnt be like joe and that i would never ever ever treat you the way he treated you...even though it seems like it at times :( sowwy to do those things to you love.*breaks down* i wouldnt want this relationsship to end like this erica...shit i wouldnt want it to end at all! I cant stand that fact of not having you erica, i cant live without you...i've become so attached to you over these months, i couldnt wouldnt let you go just like that. i need you! it killed me today not having you be yourself, i mean i know i was being somewhat of a dick, and i'm really sowwy for that...but i wish you could feel so confortable with me and tell me what was going on...i want to know to you know, i fucking love you erica...with all my fucking heart, you're the reason i finally understand why i'm still alive today...you're the reason i wake up every morning and say to myself, "today is going
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alright dont fuking put me on ur lj shit loooking like a fuking bad guy alright erica....ok w/e i treated u like crap but wow wut a fuking surprise that i didnt hear u bitch about it when i took u out right. if life like u say suked with me y in the fuk did u stay with me instead of whine about EVERY SINGLE SHIT I WOULD DO TO U!!! so dont put ooh yea i wish adrian doesnt turn like joe...WTF IS THAT SUPPOSE TO FUKING MEAN HUH?? for gods sakes if life is bad like u supposedly say its noones fault u just find a way to crave attention well u know wut fix the problem instead of whining about it. for gods sake look at u telling me to forget the past when u cant even let go...hahah dont give advise u cant follow...maybe u'll say if it bothers u dont read it...well it bothered me how u use my name saying how i am a fuking asshole maybe i am and yea i have become an asshole, but u know wut i like it i like being a complete dick to everyone....so fuking wut. so dont use my name as an example of a bad b/f alright maybe i acted like that cuz of
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ps. you and john + my stummy made me feel horrible. i want johns stummy minus the hair..i want your..i want you. :P
love ya
terra
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