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Sep 27, 2009 10:28

Bear with me. I'm not entirely sure where my thoughts are going to wind up this morning, but I need to get everything out ( Read more... )

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angelkeeks85 September 28 2009, 02:48:57 UTC
I thought he would at least try to get in touch with me - I know what you mean, its like, how can he go from talking to me everyday and sleeping together to not talking to me at all? WTF.

I had a lot of confusion that presented itself in anger - First comes denial, then comes anger. Next up, bargaining, although I'm not sure how that will present itself.

but I miss him. Every day. - Can sympathize with this.

I flagged down a cab (felt so classy!) - I do that here in PG and everyone looks at me like I'm sooooo cool...lol.

So he walked me to a cab. I cried the whole way home. - DUDE, THAT SUCKS HARDCORE. At least I was the one kicking Chris out of my house.

But I just wanted you. - I'm trying to think that I don't want the Chris now...I want old Chris, and he's gone. And it sucks that I can't get him back. I want the idea, the idea of happily ever after.

Sigh, I better stop now before I start negative thinking. Hope all is well...I'm here to talk anytime.

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