Why do I worry?

[misguided_tears]

What to know something stupid. I create the dumbest things to aspire to. I mean that. There is a person whos journal I read. I am not on their friend's list. It really doesn't matter and I know that, but there is a part of me that looks at it as a sort of status symbol. If that person friends me then I am "in". And you know, they probably have no

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[nikoliravnos]

Honey, don't take it personally. I look through my friends list about once every season. It's not that I don't care, I just don't think to do it.

I very much doubt it's personal.

[misguided_tears]

Thats just it. I know its not personal. And I know it shouldn't bother me. Thats whats so irritating, knowing thats its nothing and not being able to shrug it off.