i dont really want her to move but i do just want to get away from all this stuff. but ill update more later im having a bad day so whatever the one person id like to talk to i cant get ahold of. so im listening to some good music right now i dont know why everyone doesnt like blink 182 i guess its becuase people call them sell outs or something ( Read more... )

goodbye to you goodbye to you alexis goodbye to you even though you dont need it i give you my consent to leave i dontknow why now just seems liike a good time to let go of are relationship. It was beautiful while it lasted scornful when it ended and bitter in the drama. i promised during this post no tears to myself becuase thats something i need ( Read more... )

your not making this easy. Mr. Cox said i should write some love poetry about my feelings so i guess ill start doing that but i dont know who to right that about anymore alexis or natalie i just dont know who i really like anymore i mean i really like natalie but i just i dont know but one thing i true i do like natalie im just not sure who i want ( Read more... )

science fair this week. its so exhausting i was at chris's house till like 7 tonight. me and natalie have been talking and im really starting to like her. i grow apart from alexis more and more each day. so her and lance broke up i guess thats cool i havent given much thought about it. ive been into the music latley especially taking back sunday ( Read more... )

im so bored i dont know what to do with my time i should be doing my homework, but of course im not so what am i doing i am updating this journal. i take that back the first part of 2004 was cool up until about april then it went all downhill from there. but anyways thats that cant change the past, but i can affect my future.like i said i am so ( Read more... )

soo im back from brekenridge i remmeber how much i hate this town. did a chem paper today i think i wrote something in it i shouldnt have but oh well its written in pen so i dont really care ive been listening to yellowcard and thursday alot latley i know its depresing music but i t doesnt depress me i want my two thousand five to be nothing like ( Read more... )

so im in brekenridge colorado right bnow and it is awesome im loving it there are so many hott girls here but i have kept my promise so far yay plus there all snobby anyways i hate snobby people. but anyways snowbaording is so much fun i dont do it enough so it hurts my legs its me my parents and matta nd traci so its really fun i wish someone ( Read more... )

so where to begin i went to the movies with natalie yesterday it was really fun even though nick was being a stiff but it was cool he really needs to loosen up, but natalie is totally beautiful imstarting to really like her. but anyways the movies was fun. everyone was asking if we made out and the answer is no we did not. we did alot of cuddling ( Read more... )

got lots of cool shit got a new girlfriend im living large

my computer is so gay i cant mkae a big post so heres the rest of my post for ealier ( Read more... )