I was in the zone taking my test when all of a suden I hear a car accelerating, hit a few bumps, crash and then tires squeeling. I hear some yelling as I run outside of my house and I am like where's the accident and I am running towards 67th ave and I see that there is a car in my neighbor's house! "Oh my God Valarie CALL 911!!" and she's like " ( Read more... )

why does everything have to be a big rush ( Read more... )

I have cleared up two things for school that have unloaded some stress from ym shoulders. I still have a long ways to go though. Will I ever be done? It certainly doesn't feel like it.

I got a new job!! And the uniform is polo shirts, blue and red, and khaki pants.  Either way I will be a substitue teacher and an aftercare counselor.  As for the pool . . . have a nice day. I'll still be around.

Halloween was nice.

My math class is going terrible.  I have a D in it now. I am hoping to squeak by with a C Lord only knows.

I carved a ( Read more... )

I have had a lot happen lately.  It's been easy and it's been hard.  I've been laughing and I've been crying. I've lost hope and I have been given it.  I love and I do not love.  I breath when I cant hold my breath any longer.  But it usually comes in great big gasps like I've just been revived.  The nice weather has reawakened my spirit and my ( Read more... )

this makes me want to puke

Sometimes my life is a black hole of despair . . . I mean why do I exist? I know, I exist so that ohers may be happy. Yes . . . I dont live my life for me I live my life for everyone else.  I need a "me" night. A night where I can just worry about me ( Read more... )

I have no voice

I have post vacation blues

I have been dating Ryan for 11 months today

I am tired and sick and I had a midterm this morning . . . a group presentation where I do most of the talking  . . . and a take home test due that I haven't started on.

I have been angry lately

I dont know what I am angry about and I try to not be angry but it just so happens that I am.  I have just been stressed out.  I think school and work and RYan and my mom have all been too much for me to handle.  Is it acceptable for me to cut any of these though . . . NO and why not because people get hurt feelings. UGh

Thank you Casey for your help ( Read more... )